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2007-06-09T14:43:00.000+08:00

I have moved! :D
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2007-05-28T18:22:00.001+08:00

You.
I will go through everything for you

I will ride ambition to the end of your desires
I will sail through sea of stars to find your wishes
I will look for hidden treasures deep inside your heart
I will love you even when you hate me, and hate yourself

You.
I will go through everything for you

Through open fields of your tears and my fears
In the speed of sound of what you never said
All you have to say is that you want me to
And I will go through everything for you

You.

Music: How to save a life by Fray
this song is lovely. :D
Thanks Aaron.

2007-05-28T13:53:00.001+08:00

Walking on a thin line
But feeling on top of the world
My legs get lighter in touch
My head is full of thoughts of you

Love is not a pocket full of dreams
Love is a never-ending journey
It's only when I think of you
That I find myself walking on clouds

My weekend just went pass without any excitment.
But still, met up with funny & nice people........

okay so daddy is coming back today :D
going to th foodfair that is held at Singapore Expo tmr.
And Sentosa on Wednesday with Grace

Happy belated birthday, Debra and Amanda .

2007-05-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

im so pissed off with livejournal.
more to my damn internet.
it keeps signing me and out.
STUPID WIRELESS...............

okay nvm
im so happy that SHAKER FRIES ARE BACK in MacDonalds!
th minute i saw th advertisment i asked lorry to get one at central.
weeeeeeeeee. so nice..
yeap and i found smth else very nice that i want to get too.

fiseye camera.
though it needs normal films but its soooo nice.

got these from a web.
yeah and its so damn expensive la. :(

i wish everything on earth is free.
i miss you,____ :D

2007-05-24T19:13:00.000+08:00

ohhhh people! :D
i'm having a great tummy ache right now :(

ohwelll.
surfed friendster as usual and came to Andrew's profile.
About Me:

About me? A person who have a lot of dream to active. Coz i wan to make myself close to perfect. I like to meet diff kind of people n talk about life, coz u need to start planning young, to active better future in life. I hate happy go lucky kind of person, coz wat if 1 day u r unlucky r u going to be happy??

Who I Want to Meet:

I will like to meet someone who have goal to active, i dare u to come n share wif me
sounds fierce aint it? but yeah.. his profile sounds realistic.
and very true to begin with. ^^

okay so daddy's stilll in China.
he has been gone for about a week now.
busy busy.
okay so i shall share with you guys th crumpler bag im dying for.

isant this nice?
i've yet to see anyone carry this. :D
yeap crumpler web has a lot of new stuff like almost everymonth :D
now there's even crumpler bean bag! hahaha..

okay so im out of here.
Dunearn here i come

2007-05-23T15:30:00.000+08:00

edited :D

no more comics for all.
i'll slowly put it up one by one.
or else th comics wont be nice anymore.
yeap.....

GREAT SINGAPORE SALE is on everyone.
hahaha, okay.
i think its more of a happy thing for girls.
yayye! :D
used my isetan vouchers that mummy gave me for my birthday last year.
bought two tops.
lalala, okay yeah so today's an alright day.
i want to try sheesha,pretttty please?

had a lift home in henry's car.
felt like rollar coster.
but so cooool. 2nd time in a sports car.

plans for june holidays are running in on my calendar already.
one th happiest thing that could happen are holidays.

im out of here.
ohoh, and ive fouuund a very very very important person i want to meet.
GILAD BENARI:D

Let me take a fly with you
Across the sky, slicing out small clouds

Let me go high where my problems look small
I should close my eyes but I see for the very first time

Let me get some air beneath my human wings
The wind throwing me where my mind never been before

Let me take a fly with you
Just for once take me with you, your bird watcher

2007-05-23T13:37:00.000+08:00

My life got me weary
Searching for a shading
Untill i found a spice
Hiding in your shade
All my life realy needs
Is a touch of crayon
... and you

2007-05-23T01:49:00.000+08:00

just blogging for all to know what i have learnt.
i just heard __ and others talking about "vegan" ..
which i totally have no idea about.
so i searched it up on deviant art.
yaya i know, why of all webs, deviant art.
i was looking at other pictures and just suddenly decided to chec it out on deviant art okay.
i totally have no idea if its true.
yah but his is what i got :
(dont read on if you're not intrested. bcs its a long long paragraph)

What is a vegan, you ask? A vegan is like a vegetarian, but it sounds cooler than "vegetarian". We take things farther than a vegetarian, too, so there is a big difference. See, vegetarians only eat vegetables because it's bad for you to eat all that gross animal fat. But we vegans, we know the truth about all the food that's produced, and that's why we don't eat it.

For example, did you know that they kill cows by slitting their throats and letting them bleed to death? It's painful for the cow, and it's mean. We don't eat pig for the same reason. Or any other animal, because it's mean to kill something just to eat it. Of course, vegetables don't have eyes, so they're not alive.

And to get a cow to make milk, they have to get it pregnant. But it'll stop making milk after the calf is born, so they inject the cows with steroids that keep the fetus from developing. The fetus will stay in there for as long as the farmers want, just so the cow will make milk. It's painful for the cow to be pregnant all the time, so we don't drink milk either. Cows shit in the milk, too. It's true! My friend showed me a pamphlet and everything! They stand the cows in this big vat, and the milk falls on the floor they're standing on. Later, when the cows have been milked, the milk is collected, shit and all, and processed. People are really drinking liquified cow shit, and that's just gross.

Of course, the FDA knows nothing about it because the farmers keep it under-wraps. But we know because we're smart like that. Of course, we won't tell the FDA, because if people are dumb enough to drink cow shit, why should we stop them?

Stop wearing leather jackets, eating cows, drinking milk, eating any animals, because it's mean. Eat vegetables instead, because they're not alive.

yeap.
thanks han fr telling me about them.
__ asleeeeeep :(
goood night peple

2007-05-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

billy bombers,yo :D

okay so lifes like this.
today is a sad & happy day for me.
of course, only important people are able to make me sad la.
i have some thoughts in my mind but i think its unappropriate to say it on blogger.
so yea, thanks BZ for visiting my blog :D
and han finally do.

oh shit, im lack of brocolli man. my memory is @#$%^&*@#....
i wanted to blog more stuff as usual but i forget.

a short post here today.

2007-05-22T18:13:00.000+08:00

Let's say I'll give you the world
And let's say I'll give you the moon
And let say I'll give you my heart
Will you say that you'll give me yours?

yesterday, monday th 21st.
is a uber sad day for me :(

2007-05-20T22:28:00.000+08:00

made this in schooool.
character development is gettting more and more intresting. :D
jumping clay are fun too.
made some other stuff yeap.

went to th canadian festival just ystd.
it was damn muddddy but actully a fun place.
haha.

oh and Davina & shannon stayed over on friday night.
vid called __ . it was quite fun actually..
but everyone was shy to show their face.

yeah i got nth much to blog about.
schooooool tmr and just five more days of sch.

2007-05-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

i really really really wish from th bottom of my heart.
to be able to cheer you up.
realllly. i always thought to myself that i must be there for whomever needs me.
now i know i cant do that.
bcs im not gooooood enough to be.

so far from what i see, you're awesome.
bcs you know what you want.
and you know whats going on.
you just have to change your mindset yea?
i really wish really really that you could be happy like you are on th outside.
ive beeen very unhappy in th past.
and im able to be this happy today. so i know everyone can.

today, many many things have happened.
and it so happens to be all BAD as helll.

Mel dropped his phone in th damn drain,Davina found out about Kawi and Shannon,Grace aint happy with her life tooo and people are gossiping about she copying __ and 4N1 is a disaster now!

about Gracies love first.
this is to grace.
you love rock and she loves R&B.
you love gigs and she loves party's
you're a simple girl when shes not.
You know yourself that bth of you are totally different.
dont let others affect you.
its pointleess.... and you know you're tooo attractive to get jer's attention yea.
so be happy! :D

i dont understand why i made myself so unhappy then.
so dumb of me yea.
i believe everyone are able to solve their problems.
so you guys must really think positive and really be wise abbout your problems.
i love you guys and you guys know it okay.

2007-05-17T15:27:00.000+08:00

a song for me to share for all. :D
daddy's back
oh and im eating nerds people.

okay i just got to found out certain stuff.
and i feel that my life is filled with jealous people.
oh god i cant stand it. i think people should put in more trust in their partners.

2007-05-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

:"You're the perfect one to see"
this is uber sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet,yo. :D
im superb happpy.
people can see me smile in my sleep tonight :)

will be dragging th release of new web.
bcs im still thinking of th PERFECT nick for my new LJ man.
Any one wanna suggest? Simply drop by th suggestion box with your name,and class.
hahahaha. Crap... just drop me a suggestion on th comment box yeaa.

__ is so damn xxxx

2007-05-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

i juuuuuuuust changed my friendster layout into a whole new one.
it looooks so.. much more comfortable now.
but only friends on friendster can view, yeap.

i screwed my blogger man.
as you can seee.
i give up.
im gg to start another livejournal and start blogging there.
so stay tuned!
might release th link tonight at 12pm.
SEE YOU HERE :D
hahaha, oh btw, it's Mel's birthday today.
Happy birthday Mel

im off to do my new journal.

(Edited)
POSTPONED THE TIME OF RELEASE OF NEW WEB.
24:00 , May the 16th

2007-05-13T14:26:00.000+08:00

before

after

HELLO PEOPLE! :D
missed me?
computer connection been down lately.
even now, im not using my comp.
yeap, th whole week, met new friends and met up with old friends.
snipped off 8 inch of my dear hair, and mid years are finally over!

will blog again sooon.
so sorry for short post.
ohoh and i think __ is xxxx.
and im sick.

2007-05-09T15:01:00.000+08:00

Yeah for th previous post, th stress test, you guys are suspose to stare at it.
If it still moves, thn yeap, no point hiding th fact that you're stress :D

Well all, you might have heard, i finally had my hair cut!
and i really need to get use to it, bcs i keep forgetting how i look.
had to keep gg to th toilet after th hair cut ystd to look at it. hah (:
I have short fringe right now. and shorter hair.. not bob k.

i look like mummy now, but just a fatter version. and sometimes, you'd be able to see that i look like i was back in primary 6.
hah, let you guys go imagine first.. i'll upload soon or smth.
bcs im at sihui's hse right now.

will update at home again if my connection is okay.
take care people

2007-05-06T02:22:00.000+08:00

extract from a LJ user.

Stress Test
How stressed are you?

The following three images are all completely static. There is no trick involved.
If you stare directly at any part of each of them, you will see that they are not moving.

Ideally, the pictures should not appear to be moving at all.
If they are moving slowly you are experiencing normal levels of stress.
Young children and senior citizens should see them standing still.
If you see them moving rapidly you may well be under considerable stress and I think it's time for you to take a holiday...

2007-05-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hot Actors :D

Vin Diesel

James Franco

Zhang Xiao Quan
Lend me th part two pretty pls.. Baozhi?

Utt:D

credits to baozhi for helping me find out their names.

2007-05-05T21:27:00.000+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
Why do you bloody hell be my uncle?!?!?!
Why th hell of al th uncles i have, and it has to be you who lived with me?!?!?!
OMG, i totally hate you to th core.
Cant you be anymore irritating!?!?!?
Are you blind or what?
or have you decided to abandon all th other televison sets in th house.
I dont wish to make a big fuss but hey, yo really blind or what.
It is so damn freaking obvious that me and grandma was watching th television.
And all you could do is happily put in a DVD and watch your damn show?
wtf, there are like 6 television sets at home you know.
And you have a damn tv in your room.
CANT YOU JUST WATCH IT ELSE WHERE?!?!?!?! i hate you too th core im telling you.
You're one of th worse adult i have ever known.
Im just THAT lucky to have you as a kin. what luck

2007-05-04T00:23:00.000+08:00

Well, fellow lovers of spiderman, you wont be dissapointed about this show.
I just caught it with mummy and Yilin at bishan!
it WASSSSSSSSSS GGGGGGGRRRREEEAT. but sad luh.. that th actor died...
strongly adivce all to watch yeap.
Take care people.

2007-05-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

I was feeeling Superb bad this afternoon when i got home.
Called some people and they told me stuff like, i still have others luh.
and its sooo true.
i dont understand why am i getting emotional about friends stuff again.
yeah then called Han.
For t first time we talked soo long. it was great luh actually...
somehow catching up and rmb about th past.
You can stop about th __ thing alrd.
Huang Han! :D

yeap, Grace! i miss you man.
and im gona meet you up on Sat for my hair cut!
Ladies and gentleman, i'm gonna go for a hair cut this sat.
Bangs! :D hope th person dont screw up...
but anyone would like to recomend a place?

I'm off now.
Good night people.
and ohoh, i did my 2.4 today.
compared to last yr, im only 1min 23Secs faster.
im fat you guys! im fat yo!
hahahaha..

(edited)

i dint know we could be such close friends.
you've been with me for th past 3 years.
probably transfering sch made me open my eyes to those true friends who have always been around.
Those who i thought were th ones in th past, i was so wrong.
yeap.

I love you guys!
And about Shannon, best friend, you'll always be.

2007-05-02T00:52:00.000+08:00

For th preevious post.
Wait for th vid to load.
Wanted to just hear it on imeem.
but i think bcs its a new song, so no one uploaded it yet.
Only found this vid so im sharing with all.
Kept seeing this reply on MTV today and i found th lyrics beautiful somehow.
yeap

i miss bestfriend, Shannon.
Cant get through her phone.
alright, Pictures from past to present.
not in order

My only picture in rouge.

Shuhui's birthday

Sec 1! way before i cut my dear hair

Jordus,Kiajoo,Jovene

Antha,Jordus,Eugene
sec 1 cross country

Me looking nerd :D

First day of chi new yr.

Budget Airport

We just woke up like not long ago so our face look like shit yes

best friend trying to dress as santa.
Maybe she could be th santa that hears me out.
Probably make my braces come true.

best friend on long long escalator

me turn!!

Search and find puzzle, new best friend.

best friend emoing.

do i look fat?

Grandma with F21 hat

Gorgeous large yard at best friend's place
REal life is even bigger i swear. it's like a field of love

Four different faces of best friend
i know i'd be killed for this.
You're still love, best friend :D

2007-05-02T00:24:00.000+08:00

Michael buble - Everyhing.

You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And You're the perfect thing to see.

And you play your card, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
Cause you're my everything.
yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

2007-04-30T20:31:00.000+08:00

im so pissed off with __.
You're suspose to be a adult whom shows good example,
as what you have always made me thought you were acting like one.
bcs when your daughter was siding me, you said a whole lot of shit that was somewhat looking down on me you freak.

you were watching th television th minute i was home till like now!!!!
its been more thn 4 hours.
you always tell your daughters to bathe before they do anything when they get home.
look at yourself! you should really be ashammed of yourself.
keep those words to your self Mr.
Always telling us to keep our bowls back in th kitchen after our meals!

Look AT YOURSELF. you had your late night supper and you just left it all there.
What are you? You will never have my respect till th day i see you deserve it.

so what if you're an elder of mine.
look at yourself first before trying to change others.
wth.

im totally pissed. you made me miss th last episode of my fav show.
i hate you to th core.
think about what happened 4 months ago, hey, its not "let bygones be bygones" alright.
My __ has never even tried to do that to me. who th hell are you to do so.
I TOTALLY DETEST YOU TO TH CORE!

ohoh, and to ALL READERS whom took th picture of dunearn that was in my friendster.

please do not edit th picture or crop out th photographers name.

as it is copy-righted and ive seen a few putting that on their msn and friendster.

ITS COPYRIGHTED yes.

2007-04-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

Shannon looks retarded but adorable . hah
I wanted to change th song on my blog.
but after coming back again and again, i still love it to bits! (:
Yeah okay, so as i said, smth ridiculous has happened.
and its been dragging this few days.
more untrue shit has been added into th dish.
like wth. stop being so naive you people.

You guys only know about "siding" a long term friend.
So as long as we've been friends for a long time, oh so im gna side you forever.
You guys dont think that its a lil unfair?
What if you guys are new?
You guys have to know both sides before deciding to comment.
and you people can stop putting on a front.
bcs you guys look like shit alright.

Why people choose to be straight forward?
quote fromm joe: cause , secrets don't make good friends.
lookk at your good friend of whom you presume to be.
if you have been gossiping on how badly you hate this one person,
ever thought shes doing that behind your back?

And to all who believe's th story that has been told to you.
i wont force you to change that thought.
bcs hey, i did nth wrong alright.
Think ____, did i really take anything away from you?
or did you draw yourself away from her?
when i say THINK, i really mean think.

and to Samantha, Imagine someone puts somthing untrue on their blog about you,
What would you do? Th same yes? So think about it, dont only bother about protecting your friend.. think about th whole situation. as i said, you got to know th whole thing before commenting on anything.

yeah and i think this post has enough about all that.

I'm damn happy this weekend!
Went to vivo this two days with family.
yah and i finally got my skinny jeans!
well, ystd me,Yilin, wanqing and grandma went to vivo on our own.
yeah and as expected, grandma lost her way.
went all th way till clementi.
haha, yah and finally got to vivo.
Went to topshop to get th skinny jeans and a top! LOVE it:D :D :D
yeah thn grandma wanted to get a bag from Kipling.
So we went there. and let me tell you guys, Kipling's Denim issue is DAMN NICE![:
but its so ex can.
yeah so grandma bought her bag and we went to eat Marche!
this new marche is nice. but smalller...
Food is not bad only luh.. cant rate it goood though.
after so, went to GAP and wanqing got a spag top.
she saw a pair of 3/4 that was really nice,
but she doesnt want to waste that amount of money as it cost quite a bit.
yeap, thn yilin got a tunic top from forever 21.
yeap, real pretty..
so we were all very happy ystd!
but when we wanted to head home, we went th wrong way again.
went all th way to CHANGI AIRPORT!! -.-
haha, what a tour around singapore with grandma

well, today
went to yew tee!!!! :D old hse.
I miss living there

uh huh .
after so, we headed to vivo.
hmm, and what did we do?
yeah we went to sweet secrets to eat.
th fish and chip along with th dont know what fish that shu hui and grandma ordered was nice.
i ate pasta, it was bad .
haha, yeah and after so,
grandma went to get a new phone,
we thhen went to topshop/
shuhui got 2 tops.. and i saw one blouse that was sooooo nice.
but __ has it. later __ will think that im copying her.
yeah so after that, we went to foreverr 21.
tried on clothes.
and there's this 2 sets of clothes that looked really nice on me.
yeah and daddy dont allow me to get it :(
bcs i spent a lot ystd alrd.
sadness....

yeah okay thn we went to levis.
Shuhui got 2 pairs of skinny jeans.
yeap.
nice..(:
saw their collection of watch.
ive decided i want th Levis watch!
th one that is white on th outside and has a red colour screen. NICE:D
haha, yeah then we went to LPzone.
saw a striped polo that was very nice, shuhui promised to get it for me!
so sweeeeet of her.
oh and shes been buying me stuff lately..
haha..

yeap, then we headed to S&K.
she went to buy her cargo pants.
and they were selling this couple tees.
shuhui was so sweet.
we each got one.. haha, i got th white one and she got the black.
uh huh .
lalala...
went to daiso after that, saw a set of snoopy bowl and plate.
made me rmb that yuting loves snoopy, so i got it.
yeap, head home and here i am.
!!!!

Good night everyone.

2007-04-28T00:20:00.000+08:00

Well, i just watched th fast and the furious.
Its nice! hah.. but somehow i feel that th show is not finished properly.
Oh well.. its a movie after all right?

Some problem have been going on lately.
And i think that its rather ridiculous.

yah okay .
i got nothing to blog right now.

2007-04-22T14:09:00.000+08:00

Craving for this ! :D

Well. i apologise as i did not update my previous post.
Shanon and i missed ystd's retest for th 2.4 run.
Overslept again .. hah.
Davina came over in th morning and we three got ready to leave when Cindy called and said that they have ran. :(
yeah so retest on thursday.
im nervous.

I wore Shannon's old pinafore to sch on friday!
And im lucky enough to not get caught.
Yeah alright, so i went to CCK's Stadium after school on friday for Dunearn's Sports day!
Cheer leading this year was not really good.
Last year's was better.
Puma did really badly this yr :(
Had fun with KJ,Hariz and Zhilling.
hah, got ourselves wet. Esp HARIZ!! (:
He looked like he just came out of th swimming pool.

was suspose to go to bukitpankang to meet mummy at 8pm for MOSBURGER.
but then Shannon called.
so i wen to meet her at ToaPayoh .
Bought bread and came home.
starting talking and went down to eat as mummy bought hokkian mee for us and jelly too.
hah, yeah then Davina cried for some reason later on.
after she went to sleep, JJ called.
And i fell asleep leaving both Shannon and JJ to talk.

Sat,we(Shannon and i) were suspose to wake up at 6 and reach Hougang stadium at 7.15.
End up, we woke up at 7plus .
and as said above, Davina came...
Cindy called and blah blah blah.
Yeah so me and Davina and Shannon went to R.K Eating house at gardens
At prata.
Then took a bus to Toapayoh.
to buy my pinafore!! (:
walked around for quite some time and finally reached.
Got it and went back to toapayoh to meet JJ. Davina went home..
Followed JJ to cut hair.
Shes damn lousy luh, Scared of cutting hair. -.-
Her reaction can make you laugh till youuuur tummy breaks.
while me and shannon walked out of th store to wait for her..
JJ was like " ahh. im scared" and th aunty even said shes worse thn a little girl.
hah, but th outcome of th hair is better.

Took a bus back home and me and JJ watched TV downstairs while Shanno used th computer.
followed on, Me and Shannon went to sleep and When me and her wake up, jj alrd went home.
Went down to watch cartoon thn took out snow spray!
Me,Yilin,Wanqing and Shannon played outside.
It was damn fun. running here and there.
But bcs it has been kept for quite some time.
i think th solution dehydrated.
so all th bottles seemed like its been used.
Th foam ATTRACTED ANTS!!!!!! and th foam turned dirty .
Me and Shannon were wearing Sch Pe shirt.
so yeah, black spots on it.
Wanqing went up to bathe while th 3 of us stayed to wash up th floors .There were REALLY PLENTY OF THEM.
yeah and after some time, we start spraying at each other.
hah, Damn fun.
Changed into Seperate tops.
All 3 of us went into daddy's Jacuzzi and soaked ourselves with milk bath.
Talked and such.
Yeah, ___ is a XX.
Yilin will have her revenge.

yeah thn me and Shannon went to Mac.
Came home,she used th comp to blog while i talked to Angela.
shes funny! (:
haha..
and we fell asleep after so.

Shannon left this morning.

And ive got homework to finish.

2007-04-20T11:48:00.000+08:00

I'm in school right now so pictures are nono. (:
hah, ive not been able to blog for like, AGES again.
wanted to blog yesterday but while i was doing my EOA work, i just slept.
I'm now in th school computer lab doing th SGC thingy.
School graduation certificate. lame luh ..
but anyway, im so damn glad about my PFT results ystd!!!!
Really!! i mean, its alright luh, but i managed to hit all my targets (except IPU).
Sit up- 33 my highest was 30
Jump - 190 my highest was 177
Sit & Reach - 51 my highest was 45
IPU - 14 my highest was 20
Shuttle run - 10.8 my highest was 10.6!
i already got gold for all these.

will be edited.

2007-04-18T23:21:00.000+08:00

This should be my 231st Entry to 081191.blogspot.com(:

Well, firstly, im damn pissed off with yilin.
for she has left my sci textbook and my pe attire in sch when tmr im gna have my PFT.
Yeap, actually, i have a lot of things going through my mind as usual, but now i cant really rmb luhh.
i know that im trying to comfort idris and change his mindset!!
yeah okay, i miss Arlene. & daddyy

2007-04-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

I look like some freak show here.
It's just for laugh alright.

Yeah was at rocky masters.
Well. my week was susposed to be gg as planned.
but it kept changing luh. :D
Monday, Went to find YX&SH yes.
Tuesday, Went to bbp t find UncleSam. But dint get t see him luh.
But went back to dunearn before that. yeah and had shannon along with me.
Wed,Suspose to go over to Grace's bt she couldnt make it.
So Shannon and Davina came over and had my whole house gg down. hah
Thursday, Was suspose to have trg.
But i was toooo tired i dint go. came home and slept from 4plus to 10plus. and 1plus to 6 in th morning. i'm so glad i could sleep.
Friday,Was suspose to go to Aaron's party w grace.
But cant make it bcs have t send daddy off at th airport.
Yeah so end up Reb,JJ,Shanno and Davina come over and have fun.
Saw Davina's new hse. Omfg, It looks like a pretty mansion please.
Its so damn big! yeap... can faint pls.
Yeah thn today, Saturday.
Was suspose to go town with arlene, but she said she wasnt feeling well.
so went t town to find stuff for her.
ohoh! and we(Davina,Shannona and i) were suspose to go for th 2.4km run.
And we overslept:(
Yeah oky, so tmr i have t wake up at 6am t send arlene off:(
Damn sad pls. Bought her a bag,A cute purse, and earings.
uh huh , So tmr Gina's coming over. HOOOOOOORAY! (:
Finally .

oh and i got this red hot cardi from fareast at a dirt cheap price, 8Bucks(:

Grace was trying t make me th Bug/Santa Rina/Cheerleader! yeap

at cafe cartel with Wanqing,Shannon and Davina.
Shannons leftovers.

I've been observing th sky again!
i find them beautiful lately.

Shannon,Davina,JJ and Reb

Gifts for Arlene.
Gna take picture with her tmr!
im gna cry man.

2007-04-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

Happy belated Easter!
haha.

This was made by Shannon. But it broke by th end of th day.
Well..
dint blog for quite a few days alrd.
Was too tired i guess.
and Still am luh actually :D

Met up with Grace at her place on Sunday.
Took a bus down to White Sands then tookk a bs to downtown east t meet up with Darrel,CPL and Felix.
Uh huh . Went for th River Maya gig.
It was quite nice luh. but bcs i wore heels, i had blister :(
hahaha. stupid me luh..
What a decision.

Yeah okay, thn Another Darrel came after th gig.
We had dinner at Burger King, thn took a bus back to white sands without Fat darrel.
& guess what.
I could have bumped into ___ that night.
but nvm. we dint...
Me and Grace then took a bus back home .
I was sooo tired that night.

Uh huh. Monday..
th most dreadful day of th week for me.
Was almost late actually. haha...
but i wasnt. i so dont dare to be late anymore.
or i'll get suspended alrd.
Yeah thn had lessons as usual.
Went home after school , got changed and took Train to Bukit batok.
Was planning to meet up with YX bcs he's in NS today.
yeap but then i dont know why, i decided to call up Sihui!!!! [:
i miss her luh . haha..
Yeah and bcs i have not taken 947 for a long long time,
i alighted at th wrong bus stop ! hah.
Yeah.. Sihui's niece is darn adroable.

uh huh , so we bussed down to CSC to meet up w YX.
talked to sihui. let her know about whats up in my life rough right now.
i feel that i'm a changed person. And still am changing. hahaha.
Yeah then i was hungry so me,YD,YX and Si Hui walked to westmall to get dinner.
i ate Tofu. i always let ppl assume that im a vegetarian when im at westmall's food court.
bcs i always get tofu with rice.haha.
Okay yah, so we then walked back.
seeing that they had a very beautiful swimming pool.
me and Sihui asked for permission to enter.
and we went in for a walk and took plenty of pictures!
hah, and we both have grown FAT!
my first word to Sihui ystd was : You grow fat alrd!
hahaha. its okay, i know im not alone.

Yeah then i accompanied her t eat.
thn mummy came t fetch me home[:

Today, i felt so tired in sch luh.
slept in Freeman's class before recess.
Assembly was brought to th first period.
and today is th International Friendship day ?
And a lot of teachers dressed up representing diff countries.
It was quite nice.
they had Hawaii,England,Brasil,China,Korea,Japan,Vietnam,Eygpt and a few more others.
Too bad yilin dint go to sch. :P

Yeah thn had maths test again as usual for all tue.
im gna lose 24marks for sure.
i totally forget all th formulae's..
yeah thn went home straight after sch.

Met up with Shannon at bukit batok at 5.
brought her to dunearn.
Saw Debra,Alif and Husnie.
yeah and i was unlucky enough to see ___ and his gf at th busstop.
took a bus to bukitpanjang mos.
was suspose to meet uncle sam.
but i was tired and shannon had to leave.
so we just got our dinner and we mrt-ed home.
bcs mummy was too busy luh.
Shannon is Fat,so am i.
hahaha.

Yeah and suspose to go swimming with grace tmr.
but she couldnt make it bcs she has got tuition.
its okay.
ohoh, and its Joe's birthday today!
Happy birthday joe, if you happen to pass by. haha

ohoh,me,Davina,Shannon and Rebecca made ourselfs th DARS(:
Nice right. hahaha. we got th same pencil case which is damn cute.
Chip&Dale.

Sihui,i dint post up all th pics.
I'll slowly send you thru msn or another way that i told you th other day okay.

2007-04-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

Darn small icon.
hahaha. for my deviantart profile.
My computer is gg bonkers.
i miss you , Sihui!!!!

i miss all th times we had in class.

i miss eating with you.

sleeping with you.

Talking to you rubbish.

sharing with you my thoughts.

Quarreling with you.

laughing in class.

copying work from you in class.

telling you how fat you and i are.

taking pictures together.

sitting together.

gg to get lunch outside sch.

or just go over t your hse to listen to your television.

i miss you like Hell! :(

pictures are fugly.
i apologise.
but i miss you,sihui!

2007-04-07T16:01:00.000+08:00

some things from deviantart! [:

this is hand drawn.
story that goes with it. ..

The Snow Maiden, or Snegurochka, is an old Russian fairytale of an elderly couple that had the dream of having a daughter. One day, after a fresh snowfall, the couple fashioned a girl out of the snow and she magically came to life. But as the seasons changed from winter to spring, the Snow Maiden became increasingly sad. When summer came, the girl was in a deep depression. One day, while wandering the woods, the Snow Maiden came upon a group of girls. She began to hike with them until after dark, when the woods became colder and the girls built a camp fire to warm themselves by. Watching the girls jump over the camp fire one at a time, the Snow Maiden lept across the fire as well, but before she reached the other side of the fire she disappeared into little more than a watery mist.

real pic

drawn pic

though it isant th same picture.
but look how good th drawing turned out to be.

---
(edited)
okay, ive just submitted a few of my pictures on deviant art.
And 2 of my pics is in 2 peeps fav! ->

~Nygma has added Million dollar dream to their favourites.
~Yanine has added Sunset to their favourites.

2007-04-07T15:00:00.000+08:00

Why don't we hit restart, & pause it at our favourite parts

readers! miss me? ahaha.
okay, wireless connection wasnt good th passed 4-5 days thats why i couldnt get to come online.
been doing not much luh.
Thursday did trg and i ran only for th first 4 rounds and i was tired alrd.
think bcs its due to th long break i had away from all th running.
and i managed to stay at th same weight for over 2-3 weeks now.
YAYYE![:
hahaha, ystd Went out with Claudia,Shannon and Davina.
Was kinda great. fun fun..
yeap, tmr i plan to go over to grace's to swim and head for th Rivermaya gig.
But im having rashes :(
i dont even rmb what i eat. hahaha.

okay and im gna so be darn sad on th 14&15th April.
My dear maid of 8years is leaving for home and not coming back!
shes gna get married luh .
and im gna cry my eyes out.
i feeeeeeeeeeel so darn sad now.

---

when something rebounds. Sometimes it comes back unexpectedly.

2007-04-02T19:18:00.000+08:00

This is a darn great photo! :D

Alright, yeah i edited my wishlist.
with th Armani Jeans on it! and theres actually a lot i dont think they have it in stores anymore.
for example :

Heart shape-d buckle paul frank belt

White sheer Volcrom tote bag

TopShop Lipgloss (Flavourd) 15.90$

Topshop red polo top 29$

White Globe belt 46$

Pink&White striped jumper shorts(In one of th shops in cine) 70$&below

Mambo Bikini 79$

Mambo Dark detaild design beach wear dress $99

Junk food Rolling stones t-shirt $59

White watch $9bucks only(:

Bronze multiple bangle $13

Yeap. these much..

i dont see them anymore :(

And to __ i know you might not read this.
But seriously, our friendship has been left behind.
you choose it this way. you think i'd mind all that anymore?
well, i dont.
So what if we had memories in th past.
Everything i done, it has gone down th drain luh.
you dont appreacite it thn its time i put in th effort on someone else.
Happy gg on with your life.
Im happy with mine. :D

2007-04-02T18:39:00.000+08:00

Bryan from West Grand Boulevard.
got this from deviant art :D

Gina,i dont have swollen eyes! hah. and i think all along ive had small eyes. probably it was th way i smiled in th photo and th darkness that made my eyes even small luh. hah .. and hey , you really check on me like everyday. im touched! :D

yeah okay, so i went to schoool!
had EOA and i owe damn plenty of course work.
have to photocopy MCsssssss for many teachers. :(
yeah thn had CME, and i forgot t bring my Ez-linnnk to sch.
have not gotten my pocket money either. so i brought like, 1buck to sch today only.
Maths then sci.
i was soooooooooooo PISSED OFF!!!! -grins
Mrs Thiru asked me to put my book in her home room and now its lost.
Like wth. and she got to be responsible for it luh. and when i told her she has to be responsible for it, i almost got a yellow form.
Its totally unreasonable. and im sssssssssoooooooooooo pissed.
now i dont have a sci text book. and i have to copy everything just bec of th great oh thiru.
Man im not gna let this go. i dont care if shes gna ask duster over. i want my textbook back or she has to be reponsible for it!!!
What a teacher luh. she called me IRRITATING just bcs i said she has to be responsible for it.

okok, then had P.E..
did some work out.
Damn lame and weird luh.
i always see people doing work out on television and some shows even had their moms following them.
to think i did it today! hah.
and i dint do much along with majority of them.
so stayed back to skip:(
i got hurt. i dont skip.. haha. and guess thats why im short luh.
yeah thn had mathes.
Mrs ong totally dint show up. so we talked.

Headed down to compass Mall i think. yeah and took neos!
haha, with Rebecca,Shannon and Davina.
th machine's lousy. but it's my first time with new friends luh.
so yeah.. good experience. haha
walked t th pasamalam .. so small compared to th ones in yew tee last time.
yeah and we all 4 got smth to do with handphones.
strap luh actually. haha.. i totally dont know what is it caled.

yeah and i bused back home.
they all went back to sch for CCA.
ive got nth much to blog.

Bot is funny :D
thanks grace for introducing me to bot. haha..

Idris edited this :D thanks

Good bye

2007-04-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

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2007-04-01T19:17:00.000+08:00

Th first person who april fooled me really got me.
I almost cried luh! lucky __ msged me back in time if not i'd have really break down.
A few more others pranked me as well. hah ..

ohoh, and th seem famous band name is :

West Grand Boulevard!

Alright, Replies to tag.
From th earliest to th lastest.

1 Apr 07, 18:48
SAMSAM: kill the shop owner if she/he doesnt give you a discount (X

: If i could, i'd do so luh. But then, i will not be able t get my jeans :(

1 Apr 07, 01:11
gina: got touched? wow.. i feel so glad.. at least we 3 are still in contact..unlike some others..

:Who me? hah.. We still contact each other luh. But not as close as were in Sec 1 &2.

31 Mar 07, 22:26
KELROYwee: yeah man jean, please do. arghs, dont make both us worrying here for you like RAH!. yeahh. take care Alright? =(. miss you.

:So was it a good thing that i got myself hospitalised? Thn you two will keep contacting me getting worried and stuff. haha

31 Mar 07, 00:40
gina: and don think i now stay far away from u u can do anithing crazy ok.. im gonna spotcheck u every now and then after i moved to sengkang

:How you gna spot check on me? Come over t my place everyday? For dinner?

or go to my schoool? hah. i wonder when will you move luh. then we can go cycle together againnn. like last time. though this time th distance is much further, but its time we cycle more luh. Getting fat.. :D

31 Mar 07, 00:28
gina: ooi.. u dare to do it one more time u get it from mi ok..haa.. dont be silly my deer

:firstly, i am no deer. hah.. and i wont do it again luh. you know i hated th drip

29 Mar 07, 23:56
Jae: pls take care of yourself. You cant change the past but im sure you can make you future a better one. trust yourself & have more confidence. You'll come out of this n be a better gan dang! =)

:Hmms.. maybe im really a gan dang luh. i'm soft hearted and stuff.

and im fat. just like potato , they are fattening. hah.. okay, lame shit.

29 Mar 07, 13:15
sihui.: hey gurl you're really mus take kare of yourself arhx. don do stupid tings again already kkx... aniting can cor me an tell me ... rest more okiex... MISseS

:My dear girl!!! :D let's go out soon alright. It's beeeeeeeen AGES . i'm getting old just by waiting for you to ask me out.

29 Mar 07, 11:49
Idris: me teck hui jie xiang firdaus want to meet u ...see wether u okay....hmm at ur house maybe.???hmm msg me k

:So sorry you guys havent got th chance th come again.

Let me know yeah

27 Mar 07, 20:19
ian: Ouch, bel it hurts. take care! MUST okay, its a MUST! byee=)

:Wanna try it? :D

26 Mar 07, 20:36
Charine: Hi!! find ur blog through yuting's...LINK ME thx Miss ya lots

:Yeah i'll link you sooooon

New stuff:

Here's your Weekly Chinese Reading:
Is it time to change your look? Women friends can offer advice that helps increase your confidence and self-esteem. Midweek favors talking about unresolved issues in a serious relationship. Thursday and Friday brings the energy to sort things out and tame clutter at work and at home. A more organized environment will help you feel more creative. Unexpected changes can be upsetting this weekend. Do your best to face the future with confidence. Things will work out for the best.

You’re not in a mood today to accept the kind of love that’s all embracing and doesn’t leave you room to breathe, dear Anabelle Heng. So if your partner shows any signs of possessiveness, you’re in danger of over-reacting and creating an issue. The combination of The Hanged Man and the Sun points to a certain degree of irritation in relation to any constraints on the emotional level, especially within a committed relationship. You’re prepared to go to any lengths in order to preserve your liberty. At work, you may feel that your abilities are not being fully appreciated. Despite the obvious talents lavished upon you by the Empress, the Hanged Man is about to sow the seeds of doubt in the admiration of your colleagues or your friends. You'll do everything right and then you'll be criticized for doing a bad job! The image people have of you today will be enough to drive you crazy!

Here's your daily Zodiac Horoscope:
A project that you're working on, perhaps job-related, perhaps personal, is likely to require more creative skills than you usually need to draw upon, dear Scorpio. Writing, drawing, or computer graphics and HTML may be involved. You may have some doubts about your abilities in this regard, but you're more likely to surprise yourself with the results than otherwise. You're apt to enjoy working this way, and may hope to continue doing it. Keep up the good work, and good luck!

Your sign is that of intense Scorpio, the eighth sign of the zodiac, best characterized by passion, intensity, and emotionality. You are considered to be the most powerful and extreme sign of the zodiac, because you deal with the process of fundamental transformation on all levels.Pluto is your ruler, Scorpio, and is known as the planet of permanent change and transformation. It is also associated with sex, the life cycle of birth and death, and regeneration.You are the second of the three water signs. Pluto's influence makes you a charismatic, yet enigmatic person. While you may appear serene on the surface, you contain a magnetic intensity and powerfully hypnotic personality, belied only by a penetrating stare of deep intelligence.Scorpio, you rule the eighth house of the chart, which is associated with other people's money, possessions, and values, as well as wealth received through inheritance; it also describes how and to what extent we commit, and bond with our partner, both on a sexual and emotional level. Yours is a fixed sign, which means that you are steadfast in adversity. Once you put your mind to something, you display self-discipline and staying power. You work stoically to achieve your goals - no matter the cost!Dear Scorpio your strengths lie in your ability to confront and channel powerful emotions and profound insights. With your great tenacity and willpower, you are well suited to positions of authority, thanks also to your firm sense of responsibility, your strategical approaches, and your charismatic aura.You do have weaknesses, too! You can be blunt and demanding, and at worst, you may become merciless, obsessive, and manipulative. You are known for your passive-aggressive behavior, which sometimes reveals your proclivity for martyrdom. You also run the risk of displaying destructive, and revengeful behavior, which confirms your radical all-or-nothing approach to life.

2007-04-01T17:12:00.000+08:00

I know this is kinda old. [:

Ystd was a GREEEEEAT day!
all thanks to New friends! :D
Lovely people..
let me tell you guys ...
I woke up like yah , late.
uh huh .. thn grace came over and we played pool downstairs along with Yilin.
And then headed down to Cityhall.
When we reached there, there was this fashion show.
Yeah and eventually we went t take a look.
Surprisingly i saw Aunty Yvonnne! ive not seeen her for like years[:
She's old. okok ..
yeah thn we did some window shopping and she went t get her eye shadow from Sasa.
i promised baby a cake.. Yeah and kept looking for a Cake that will last me through th gig.
Wanted to get this really nice heart shaped cake from Anderson.
But its all Made of ice cream. so like, yeah .. Totally cant take th risk.
thn went to Han's. Got this chocolate truffle Cake! looks damn Yummy !!:D

yeah okay, so we ased for directions to th MRT.
Walked thru th Carpark and into Esplanade.
Saw Idris and Firdaus at th taxi stand:D
asked them to join us to go for th gig but they couldnt make it.
sadnesss. yeah so nvm
we walked t th MRT station and reached Tajong Pajar in time.
i still think that we were kinda early as they were still doing sound check when we reached.
but soon after it all began! [:
Darrel's band was playing first. uh huh .. and they had this song that was about drugs. as in , th whole lyrics were all about drugs luh . and were kinda funny. haha..
His band's name was Bedroom utensils. Nice name yes?
uh huh , thn followed on by a band and then to this seem to be famous band.
i apologise as i totally cant rmb their band names.
but their song were great!
th 3rd band was west smth belouved.
Their songs was like, making th whole gig high .
ohoh, not long after th gig started, Aaron came [:
not Li not P . But new friend luh . haha
okok, so yeah we talked and stuff.
Cindy,Cpl,Felix and another Darrel(Black) came.
All had fun luh .
Grace and some others were like moshing. Damn rough i tell you ..
omg. me and felix and Cpl was like looking at each other th whole time after looking at ho rough they were.
uh huh .
yeah okay so we left th gig early.
probably about 9plus ?
sat outside deciding where to go .
of cus i had plans alrd, to th chalet. and to bring grace along..
And Cpl wanted to accompany her along with Darrel(Striped)
yeah so we cabbed to down town east.
lookked for th chalet and like Darrel got dinner for us.
Aaron went home, Cindy,Felix and Darrel(Black) went town to find Andrew and Arial.
uh huh . and they all came to th chalet!
begining it was super awkward luh .
and slowly i was pissed off with manli. SUPER.
th whole night was long...
Mali's bf's friends Came! when she said it was only suspose to be on th first night.
Yeah okay. so firstly im pissed off bec she kept mixing with them!
but no joe and suanhong they all when her bf's friend's came.
She left th Chalet room to them..
yeah and its really like, Damn irresponsible.

I,Joe,Suan Hong,Felix,Darrel,Darrel,Andrew,Arial and Cindy walked to Red house.
And outside redhouse we met this 2 guys driving pass.
They joined us. Th red house is nothing actually.
My first time to such things.
Yeah and they kept taking picture outside th red house.
exclaiming that they see things. hah ..
i couldnt actually see anything. but i know i was kinda tired alrd..
yeah and we left red house at 4.45Am i think.
Around there.
Me,Cindy,Felix and Arial took a lift back to th Chalet.
waited for th others to reach.
Went to Mac and sit awhile.
Ate hushbrown!!! as in for me :D
yeah, and Grace called Andrew to complain that th guys was like going over board luh.
Grace said that Manli wasnt in th room still.
But when joe called manli, she said she was luh.
yeah so we all walked back to th room.
i tell you i was DAMN freaking PISSED off.
My cake was unappreacited.
Thanks uh Manli ..
i feel that i wasted my money on you luh.
my pockets are Cashless alrd.
end up i dint even get to sing a birthday song for you.
or even see th cake th 2nd time.
Wished you happy birthday thru th phone but you were like, URGH! i dont know luh.
i totally hate it.

took My bag and Grace's bag out and we all headed t th mac and Sit.
talked quite a lot.
waited for mummy to fetch me and grace.
yeah .. she came about 7? i aint sure.
Grace came over and we slept through out th day .
till 3.30 luh actually.

Im so Glad that i brought friends to th chalet or i guessed, me and grace would have like cabbed home for a sleepover at my place or smth.
Totally turned off.

anyway , took ALOT of pictures.
they are all with Darrel and Grace. so yeah .
ohoh! and we saw this super huge centipede at Red house. about, 8 Inches long.
which is about 21CM.
had such a big body and thick legs. EEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWwww.

I'm fat , i know. :D

2007-03-31T13:43:00.000+08:00

Me & Kerrvon last April
While i was still working at Mos burger:D
I looked so fugly ..

Yeah alright. so today i was suspose to meet up with Grace and head to Town t meet LF and his friends.
but i woke up late so change of plans![:
My uhm.. Grandma's 2nd sister and uhm. dont know luh .
Family members are here.
Along with Wanqing's Best friend is at home. Grace is coming over soooooooon [:
yeah and i spent 2 hours writting 6 pages of letters for __ .
my hand hurts luh. haha

omg. alright..
im gg to bathe.

2007-03-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

The Fourth Drink Instinct

been listening to a few songs again and again these 3 days.
Today is a much much better day.
Ystd daddy said a lot of things that made me cry.
and mummy came in and we started talking.
talked about a lot of stuff.. Some were funnny.
yeah and talked to YD last night. made me laugh like omg luh.

woke up late today.
and Gina called and scolded me about XXX .
yeah and a lot of people are actually unhappy that i dint tell them.
I'm so sorry yes!
so i tried relfecting what daddy said about me ystd.
and i thought over what mummy adviced me to do luh .

And this was what Grace said about me ystd :
- you're very sensitive, and you tend to feel lonely easily
- like you're very vulnerable
- yah, so you need to be stronger
- you just have to change ur mindset a bit. like don't worry so much about what ppl say
- cause at the end of the day, there'll be only a few freinds who really care about you and you'll grow up with them
- majority of your freinds now will be just hi and bye friends in the future
- most of the freinds are just sham friends. and you dont have to be affected by what they say
- be a stronger person. who cares whether you got freinds or not

yeah and i told her these today :
- eh.. i find that i totaly dont have t bother about ___ alrd
So she was like, how come.
- i dont know eh . i find that i really dont have to bother about others
- a lot of people told me that im living for myself and my family. not for others
- people tell me not to bother about what people think of me. but to be happy about myself. wear clothes that i feel good and look good in can alrd.

yeah so today i felt much more happier.
Went to Town with mummy today in th evening.
Went to Isetan as i got th 50dollar voucher that was a gift from mummy last yr. [:
and begining i was like looking for dress as daddy wanted to bring me to a dinner tmr.
but thn he called and said no more space. so i looked out for cardis and skinnys.
i know i look like shit in jeans and pants. so as usual, i tried a lot of jeans a lot of place and stll look like crap.
but i still kept on trying to look for th ONE.
then came to this dark blue skinnys i saw.
I got my size and tried it on. And surprisingly i looked DAMN DAMN DAMN good in it.
not trying to show off luh. but even mummy said i looked good in it. you know mums hardly agree with their daughter's style .. esp mine.
yeah and i really loved it! i dont look FAT in it and it was really nice.
bad sadly i couldnt get it. it cost like 339bucks as its from Armani Jeans :(
50Dollar voucher seems like such a small amount in 339$. :(
yeah so too bad.
thn me and mummy went over to Taka .. had dinner and went to fox as i saw this sweater that looks nice. got it and gna wear it tmr [:

Was kinda happy as well as LF and Shafizah msged me to ask me out.
yeah so tmr my i have plans! so happy.. Gna meet up with Grace at her place, head to town to meet that super tallie and gna head down to Honey Trap for th gig.
followed on by Baby's Chalet[: its her birthday on Sunday yes[:

I'm feeeeeeeeeeeling so much better today .
Though again i thought of a lot of things. uh huh ..
gtta rush my Homework and pack my stuff luh.
&& also reply __'s letter [:
Good night people

OHOH~! and did you guys know that Wolf's smells like perfume?

2007-03-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

2007-03-28T22:45:00.000+08:00

Tears again.. Just like how it was in th begining.

Woke up at 8.45am today. Went back to KKH for th appointment.
th bill aint cheap. And i so do not want t go back anymore.
went to Kopitiam to eat. and i dropped th vase that was on th desk where people would need to get th "kopitiam" card.
i dint even know i dropped it. but seeing noone behind me, it has got to be me alrd right?

yeah .
Came home and stayed home th whole day.
felt like shit still .
baby called me. and we talked awhile.
told me about how she went through as in roughly...
yeah and baozhi came.
I'm so sorry i dint even go down to look at you.
i was really feeling damn down still .
I apologise here to you again . :(

got a really really bad scolding from YD.
he kept shouting at me luh ..
and a few more came to know about it.
also, had th longest conversation i ever had with ricky.

slept with mummy last night.
and gna sleep with mummy tonight again!
my hand is still very weak :(

good night love.

2007-03-27T19:46:00.000+08:00

I could only put aside all th depressant just for that moment. But not forever.

My weekends went passed fast.
Headed to th Zoo with BZ & WQ on sat.
Dont worry Aaron, We'll go sooon! i miss my love alrd. hah
Yeah .. thn after so, we went to bishan .
Intend t catch MrBean but th earliest were sold out and th next 3 timing were RED and selling fast. so we just sat at coffee bean.
All 3 of us got ourselfs mocha frappe. Yum.. but i still prefer starbucks.
uh huh ..
It was getting late alrd. so me and WQ suggested that BZ come over t stay.
i'm sorry i wasnt of t much help.
bec of my whole week being drawn to myself.. i dint really open up and entertain .
Yeah , so i practically watched high sch musical to sleep .
And woke up at 11 plus i guess?

Sent BZ t th door and had my lunch with family.
Changed and met up with grace at her condo busstop.
took a bus down to J8.. she got her altered Zara pants and changed.
We then took a bus down to town.
Stopped at fareast .
Walked to pacific plaza, then back to fareast, followed on with wisma .
Saw this really nice pants at french connection . but didnt fit well in it..
yeah.. thn we went t topshop .
both of us got th same top .
Wanted t get both inn diff colour.
but both of us prefered th same.. hah . so eventually, we wore them out together.
Walked t Cine .. sat at rocky master t wait for Grace's gf ,CPL and her friend Waine.
New friends to me . funny people.. hah

Yeah, so wanted t meet up with Han.
but agn, couldnt.
got tickets for Storm th Yard.
Sat at Rocky's agn t wait for CPL's friend, Swen.
Th show started at 5.30 , so swen came in time.
we went t sit and watch .
Th show was nice! [: Really nice..
Dont worry BZ, we'll watch it together~!

uh huh .. so after th show, we met up with Felix .
went t pasta mania t get dinner.
thn went t kopitiam as swen wanted t get their milo .
Met up with Andrew then..
Sat awhile and me and Grace cabbed home soon after.

Alright.
smth happened sunday night itself.
I'm REALLY sorry to those whom i've made you guys worried .
And not forgetting dissapointed.
Though th greatest apology i owe to is daddy and mummy.
but to Yuting, i'm really sorry .
i was cheer-ed up a little when you said about me being positive all along.
but thn now im being negative.
i'm too tired of all that luh.
And those who wanted t come see me , Han,BZ,TeckHui,JX and grace. Thanks a lot.
And for those who msged me asking me what happened and so on .
Yeah , thanks for your concern, Sihui, Juraimi,Yundian,Jason,Davina& Yuting
Though i was even more depressed when Idris msged me ____ . You know what you sent t me. yeah ..
So dear Shannon came t see me.
Thanks for th lovely ballooooon! hah ..

ask me if im alright..
my answer is still th same .
I could only put aside all th depressant just for that moment. But not forever.
im on 5 days MC now... [:

Blog another time or so .

2007-03-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

Yeah okay . so ive not been blogging for th past few days.
i've been trying t bore myself.
Been watching TV a lot and such.
Trying t sleep early but still failed. :( hah

uh huh, so i had a lot of thoughts as usual.
and one teacher in sch asked me t see a counsellor about it.

okay, i forget what i did th other days .
but today, after sch, went t RM , some mall, t get mac and walked back t sch w Davina and Shannon.
Had maths workshop. kinda intresting luh.. [:
yeah.. thn Grace called after so.
went home, changed and mummy fetched me t J8 to meet her.
she went t get her skinnies altered.
Th auntie was kinda like weird luh. Bad and good.. a little insulting though.
thn we walked about J8.
she got her guitar strings and picks.
and we both went t get choc. hah.. omg.
My first time eating a choco bar pls. and i barely finished it.
like, only ate a roll. So sweeeeeeeet.

Yeah, so we went t Cafe balilee.
if im not wrong.. th one in th library ..
sat there and talked like so long.
It was great!!
uh huh.. thn we bused t th bus stop where by both of us have t alight.
little did we know we actually live near each other.
yeah.. so i was kinda urgent, went t her condo and talked awhile more.
bus-ed home even if it was just 2 stops away. hah

Got t finish up my eng and maths alrd.
Good night fellas.

REPLIES TO TAGGERS [:

Glynis & Suetping, i'll link you up tmr alright [:

Anony, Its from www.fredflare.com .

Th cost of it is $19bucks.

Excluding shipping fee luh .. you've got t find someone whom is like willling t open a spree so that th total shipping fee can be divded equally and is cheap.

hah..

And manli, stop thinking negatively.

2007-03-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

Had quite a week.
went t town with mummy ystd.
got a dress for today's event. Heels and a bag for normal a day..
talked on th phone last night.. :D
Yeah.. woke up late today.
Netballers wanted t come luh. but i cant.. so Sorry babes!!! D:

Yeah, so i got ready,
cabbed down t bishan with jason,shuhui& one of her friend.
met up with Grace at bishan, and cabbed down t cityhall.
walked t marina square as she wanted t get her leggings.
yeah so then we walked t esplanade.
Th party was kinda boring.
but danced and all.. helped me with a lot of things luh.
shall not elaborate.

I want t go clubbing luh.
temptation y'know. haha..
yeah thn met 3 new friends at DXO. long long story..
uh huh ..
after th party, both of us went outside t sit.
waited for her friends.
Met 2 new friends agn..
Jeryl & Aaron :D nice people.. haha
Went t eat at th art cafe.

i realised today ive met with a lot of people performing.
first was before we went inside.. we were sitting outside at th area where ppl perform their bands and stuff luh. and there was this band doing sound check.. so yeah, no.1 .. no.2? inside th party... No.3? in th cafe. and not forgetting th other day when i went t town with x-Classie.
watched this performace in esplanade. haha..
okok.. so they 3 left for shisha at sahara at 8 .

asked me t join but i dint..
wanted t meet up with han.

but then couldnt for reasons! hahh.. so i just cabbed home luh.
tmr wanqing's gna celebrate her birthday.
asked baozhi over !!!
hah.. and ive realy got t finish up my holiay homework tmr as planned. :D

pictures up tmr or smth.

2007-03-15T01:32:00.000+08:00

I watched some really really damn saddening show last night with family.
It was damn sad that i could actually cry.
about refugees and such.
and i really WISH i could give them home and no war.
They are soo poor thing man. :(
they are always th victims.. (i guess?)

anyway, went town earlier today with asraf,luqman&Darwis.
went t heeren and i almost lost my phone!
then later on went t plaza sing and followed on t Esplanade.
saw Han&people. sat inside esplanade t see some people perform.
her voice was great i tell you[: haha..
yeap.. had t go off early as daddy came back today.
& daddy was damn funny lah.

he msged me: " not coming home?"
thn my reply was : " nope, not tonight .." haha..
damn fnny i thought. but of cus i said i was on th way.

i feel like gg t th Zoo tmr (:
Anybody wants t accompany me? (SMILES)

grabbed from my mail
(It was some chain letter but some are kinda true):

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible?
(Heard this before but unsure of whether it's true? )
Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them?
(i dont find this true)
Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are:

I love you, Sorry and help me
(So true)
Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?

Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?

Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
(These above italic-ed ones, are so not true? people dress t th colours they look good in)
Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?
(These above are true(: )
Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?

Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.

But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself, if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned, and you know that you can help, you'll see that it will be returned in two-fold.

And saw this on Glynis's Blog:

Ruth went to her mail box and there was only one letter. She picked it up and looked at it before opening, but then she looked at the envelope again. There was no stamp, no postmark, only her name and address. She read the letter:

Dear Ruth:
I`m going to be in your neighborhood Saturday afternoon & I'd like to stop by for a visit.
Love Always,
Jesus

Her hands were shaking as she placed the letter on the table.

"Why would the Lord want to visit me? I'm nobody special. I don't have anything to offer."

With that thought, Ruth remembered her empty kitchen cabinets.

"Oh my goodness, I really don't have anything to offer. I'll have to run down to the store and buy something for dinner."

She reached for her purse and counted out its contents. Five dollars and forty cents.

"Well, I can get some bread and cold cuts, at least."

She threw on her coat and hurried out the door. A loaf of French bread, a half-pound of sliced turkey, and a carton of milk...leaving Ruth with grand total twelve cents to last her until Monday. Nonetheless, she felt good as she headed home, her meager offerings tucked under her arm.

"Hey lady, can you help us,lady?"

Ruth had been so absorbed in her dinner plans, she hadn't even noticed two figures huddled in the alleyway. A man and a woman, both of them dressed in little more than rags.

"Look lady, I ain't got a job, ya know, and my wife and I have been living out here on the street, and, well, now it's getting cold and we're getting kinda hungry and, well, if you could help us. Lady, we'd really appreciate it."

Ruth looked at them both. They were dirty, they smelled bad and frankly, she was certain that they could get some kind of work if they really wanted to.

"Sir, I'd like to help you, but I'm a poor woman myself. All I have is a few cold cuts and some bread, and I'm having an important guest for dinner tonight and I was planning on serving that to Him."

"Yeah, well, okay lady, I understand. Thanks anyway."

The man put his arm around the woman's shoulders, turned and headed back into the alley. As she watched them leave, Ruth felt a familiar twinge in her heart.

"Sir, wait!"

The couple stopped and turned as she ran down the alley after them.

"Look, why don't you take this food. I'll figure out something else to serve my guest."

She handed the man her grocery bag.

"Thank you lady. Thank you very much!"
"Yes, thank you!", It was the man's wife, and Ruth could see now that she was shivering.

"You know, I've got another coat at home. Here, why don't you take this one."

Ruth unbuttoned her jacket and slipped it over the woman's shoulders. Then smiling, she turned and walked back to the street...without her coat and with nothing to serve her guest. Ruth was chilled by the time she reached her front door, and worried too. The Lord was coming to visit and she didn't have anything to offer Him. She fumbled through her purse for the door key. But as she did, she noticed another envelope in her mailbox.

"That's odd. The mailman doesn't usually come twice in one day."

Dear Ruth:
It was so good to see you again. Thank you for the lovely meal. And thank you, too, for the beautiful coat.
Love Always,
Jesus

The air was still cold, but even without her coat, Ruth no longer noticed...

thats all for today[:

2007-03-13T19:01:00.000+08:00

alright, ystd i had planned my day actually.
but thn __ cancelled bec of some other plans. so yeah.. i was left with no where t go.
i then decided t go town t shop. had a lot of things i really want t get.
and since im very free ystd so i decided t ask ppl im actually comfortable w t go with me. But a lot of them couldnt make it.

at last, i finally got a place t go.
hah.. went t Square 2 at novena t find my aunty.
went there and bought EARINGS(: my favourite!
ohoh, and i was alone yeah. i dont mind looking like a retard being alone at somewhere i dont even know.
but not town .. at least for now. hahaha.

reached home about 10 or smth. im not sure.. i dint look at th time.
slept at 2 plus-3.
Had camp today so woke up early as though im gg school for nrmal lessons.
Reached, changed up and met up at th hall.
A one day camp combined with Table Tennis and Badminton .
ohoh, got our new jersey! just as i expected, red and white.
but then everyone's sizes were kinda small. bec Ms koh said they are gna be in man's size.
jingting got size S.. poor thing. how i wish i could change th sizes.
started out playing netball games with them. yeah.. of cus we won .

yeah, thn followed on by playing badminton in th hall.
Almost fell asleep man. hah.. omg. darn bored.
yeah.. thn after so, all left for lunch.
all netballers walked t RM (no idea what mall) but somewhere nearby ..
got Long john Silver. walked back and thn started out this game whereby we were grouped in 4-5. gg around t whole sch finding out stuff.
it was kinda intresting but it then made me realise this sch's classroom areas are soooo DARN big.
yeah.. thn after so we all played table tennis.
Damn boring please. begining, me and Steph and some others probably.
we watched th fencing team train. and they left. yeah..
thn saw linsin,huiyan and two others playing volleyball.
so me and steph went t join.
and right when it was my turn t hit, ms koh stopped us.

yeah okay.. so we continue having loads of fun in th Gym.
Ran about and all. thn went back down t the hall t play somesort like catching.
but only netballers lah.
and it was really really fun.
yeah.. followed on, we had t play this game. run on th chair, go through ropes, climb under chair, and etc.
and so we ended off. [:

Toda is Serene's Birthday.
so celebrated in th canteeen.
Happy birthday girl[:

im off

2007-03-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

Links t th pictures[:

2 of it aint mine.

edited some into different contrast and all. [:

2007-03-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

Went out with Seok ting these 2 days.
met up with her after her kayaking course.

ystd we went t casueway.

ate Pastamania.[:

talked about.. talked ALOT .... she bought a top.

i bought candies! and we plan t get th same pair of sandals that we saw at CHECK.

yeah.. quite pretty .

we went t Junction 8 today.

hah.. ate Subway.

talked quite alot as well.

again she Bought smth.. but this time a Happy house pouch .

i was still considering as i alrd planned earlir t get th globe pouch.

yeah.. so i dint buy.

and we bought this really cute ice cream looking Ring!

hah..

yeah.. we talked a lot.

makes me feel that our friendship has grown.

im so happy luh.

alright..

lately ive been hearing a lot of things from classmates (dss) :(

i'm kinda sad about th great changes and all th hatred going on around each other.

2007-03-09T14:24:00.000+08:00

yeah, i skipped sports day.
i went all th way t yio chu kang.
got lost and found walking about in pinafore like an idiot with those poly student looking at me.
called up shannon,Glynis and Davina. no one answered.
asked th bus uncle for th directions.
went there, found th big blue gate locked.
sat outside for about 15 mins?
tried calling but still no answer.
yeah, so wanted t go out or smth.

but no one's free t go out at th last min.
feel like gg t town lately.
want t get tops and heels along with new perfume! haha.
and all those on my list of things i want t get.
lala..

alright,let me blog about ystd.
was kinda pissed during sch hours as well.
to all whom are gossiping about me.
you know who you fkers are.

Read me well before trying to imply that you know me.
Know me well before you decide to judge me.
Understand me well before you discriminate me.

If you have not really seen me run.
pls dont try t think that i run VERY slow.
so what if you can run fast?
do you even know me?

i cant tolerate some of you anymore.
pls, if you have ANY problem with me, TAKE IT OUT ON ME.
im totally not gna avoid th fk out of th fact if im right or wrong.
stop being nice infront of me.
im sure you hate people doing it t you.

no wander what some of you said about what th acads and express think about th class.
michelle is totally right.
im not afraid of what you guys want t say about me blogging about these in my blog anymore.
im totally pissed.
though im not REFERING TO ALL my CLASSMATES.
your true colours towards me are slowly showing off.

alright, so me and Gayetri went t th hall t get th hse shirt.
wanted t get th red. but it was a stupid crab which represented th hse. so instead, i bought blue from Mr chang. haha..
rushed t get lunch and then was a lil late for th maths workshop.
was kinda in a rush.
went straight t trg after so.
dint train though..

AHHHHH. omg.. i miss dunearn so much.
ive not been back t dunearn for more than 2 weeks now alrd.
lalala..

and anyway, this someone told me smth ystd and im totally HAPPY .
I'm praying for that miracle t happen. lets just keep it between me and you.
i want t meet up with a lot of people who ive not met for very long.

im gna blog later or smth.
take care people.

2007-03-07T18:11:00.000+08:00

Yeah alright, im bored right now.
Not using my own computer right now so no pictures!
just th previous beauty [:
im afraid i'll get addicted to that.
Anyway, i came home straight after school today.
im soooo good lah.
haha.. nah, im still having light headaches at times.
so yeah, t prevent from anything to happen, i'll just play safe and stay home.
i skipped P.E today telling Chow Leng Choo that i am unfit for p.e
anyway, i was soooo sooo sooo Freaking PISSED when i got to school.
all thanks t that Fel.
Please luh, if you want t say things about me, say it infront of me.
and its just about cleaning table duty, JUST TELL ME LAH. wtf.
i wasnt feeling well thats why i dint go to school, how th hell would i know if its my duty.
At most i'll clean th tables 2 days in a roll just to pay back SzePei lah.
omg, what a Bch

alright, im suspose to like photocopy my MCs.... for CCA and Ms Tay .
i dont have a photocopier :(
having mathes tutorial tmr anyway,
thank god its on thursday.
if not i'll have nothing to do while waiting for trg t begin.

yeah, and friday, SJC's gna have th FEAST day.
so there'll be a mass from 7.30 to 10.00
Sch ends at 10 and have to be at yio chu kang stadium by 12.45.
gg home first i guess.
im feeling funny about th sports day.
Alil bit of excited as i have not seen girls sch girls run.
feeling like its a little too early as well.
and also abit like, unhappy as th sch is so strict.
heard we have t sit according to levels.
but glynis said we shall sit together. hah . [:

Sat, got t wake up early..
gg to pasir ris beach to so CALLED accompany seok ting which she takes th star 2 kayaking course.
anyone willing to accompany me there?
cant wait t enjoy th beach!
breezy beach .. gna go there do some relaxing, drawing(if im able to) and probably if i can, homework. hahaha.

yeah , and probably sunday will be th same?
uhhuh ..
Monday, Was suspose t plan an outing with Aaron.
but thn __ isant gna be free anymore.
so Aaron, lets postpone t wednesday if possible.
oh yah, tuesday im suspose to do th make-up CIP work hours and stuff like that..
but gna have netball camp, so yeah, THANK GOODNESS[:

netballers, please plan a date quick alright.
come stay over.
i mean, try...[:

alright,
let me tell you my view about my cousins..
eldest to begin with.
I feel jealous of her.
she goes out early in th morning and come home almost as th last person at night.
not refering t th days that shes working.
i , too wanna go out like that !!
and i see she's getting richer.
she's been buying hell lot of stuff man.
while im dead broke :(

2nd cousin , ever since she got into secondary school life.
she's been having th habit of coming home late.
and i feel irritated.
is this how my parents felt when i was her age then?
she talks on th phone more often then me and my eldest.
she comes home late bec shes been playing volley ball.
kinda glad she got over singing and stuff.
she slimmed down too. im jealous bout that. hahaha.
ive been sick and home, having 3 meals and more a day.
what do you think?

and as for my youngest cousin?
guess what? she's only 11
and shes playing MAPLE DAY AND NIGHT.
oh and she has fallen in love with this guy in sch of hers.
haha.. omg. so cute.

im off[:
take care people.
Cheer up Asraf

2007-03-07T16:59:00.000+08:00

Fred Flare spree

Arent these a beauty ?

From top to bottom ...

1st.2nd&3rd pic

Vinnie’s tampon case = $21.96 SGD

i actually saw someone in sch have this. but i totally love it.

4th pic

fred flare hearts you tee = $18.784 SGD

5th pic

la-la land lip balm = $7.7242 SGD

im totally falling for lip balms and gloss! :D

6th pic

ALL TIME FAV!!! [:

Paul Frank guitar coin purse = $34.60 SGD

Prices only includes shipping t Singapore.

omg.. i saw want t get them but its like... :(

still considering on buying or not.

Help!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-03-06T13:03:00.000+08:00

Babe & Me :D

Alright, i came home about recess time ystd.
Had a really REALLY really bad headache.
one that might kill. :(

dint go t school today either.
had a twrrible headache just when i woke up.
omg.. whats wrong with me :(

yeah okay.
a very short post.

2007-03-03T15:01:00.000+08:00

Ive not blogged about .. 5 days or so .
i've nth much t blog about lah actually.
but slowly my life seems t be better.
Thanks god[:

Alright, starting from tuesday ,
Went t school and had Maths Common test.
i can assure you that i'll fail badly :(
it's so much more difficult thn th classtest.
surprisingly i just PASSED for th class test.
Yeah , Mrs Freeman gave me,Jo and Joy NA eng paper.
And i really feel th GREAT REGRET in me for registrating Syllabus A for Eng.
Mrs Freeman convinced me till like, omg. it sounded so easy t work on it.
but th words are like, :( :( :(
Alright. i'll need t really work hard on it . (prays)
It was th what class investiture thingy.
and saw this really really sweet looking sec 4 girl.
gf of one of th netballers.. even took th same bus back with them.
anyhow ..went home straight after school .
accompanied mummy t th bank and then bought lunch .

Wed
i dint go t sch as my kidney hurts a lot .
woke up around noon and went for facial with mummy.
halfway through i had a very very very bad pain near my thighs.
- Whats wrong with me lately?
but anw, after facial , went t th doc.
and he gave me some medication along with 2 days of MC.
that night when i was about t head t bed, i had th worse headache i could rmb.
i felt my head shaking badly even when i lie down and close my eyes.
yeah , and almost vomited.

Thursday
Shuhui planned t have people over for steamboat.
was suspose t go down to dunearn t pass ST her stuff.
but mummy says i cant as im on medication.
okay , so when pohleng,jason and shu hui came back .
all planned t go t bishan t get th food.
but daddy came back in time t not allow me t go . hah[:
so me and pohleng just went t serangoon ggarden's NTUC.
stopped at th ice cream store t get ice cream and i almost fainted there and then.
msged daddy if i could cab home. bec my headache was very bad.
but still, went on t NTUC.
and slowly walked home.
ST came and she accompanied me to th doc again.
got anothher day of MC.
came back and we talked in my room.
i was telling her i missed wearing DSS uniform.
It looks really gre8 now.
haha, but not in th past.
so i took out my old skirt (which was from sec 1)
and i couldnt like fit into it lah!
haha.. and we were laughing and all .
played around and ST even tried my skirt. she too couldnt fit into it.
i know im fat.
Esp after spending days at home eating 3 meals a day.
yeah , so i persuaded her t stay t have th steamboat.
then she cabbed home at about 9.45.
And MAD finally called -grins.
After one month. talked awhile and hung up..
when jerry came, me,pohleng,jason and him was playing cards.
Damn FUN ..gambled with th fake casino money daddy got.
and i lost badly.. hahaha

friday
stayed home th whole day forget what i did.
hah, whe i woke up, some of thm msged me telling me that they are coming over.
(4N1 classmates)
waited for them and all
reached about 4 plus.
Played pool, watched GRUDGE 2 (super scarey)
yah and later on me,luqman,idris and asraf played cards.
was damn funny..
yeah , so they left at about 7 plus if im not wrong.

TODAY[:
i woke up at 7am!
and i had no idea why .
my maid woke up at about 7.30.
i was so bored lah ..
watched cartoon , and fell back t sleep at 9.
bec my cousins went out.
woke up time after time and finally woke up t eat lunch at noon .
and here i am.

I REALLY want t g out :(
ohoh, and sadly , _____ is gg into NS soon.
wont be able t see him anymore .
tmr is his last day working at ___ .
sadness..

take care people.
and im sorry if i dint reply your msges.
honestly , i only realised some ystd when i was clearing my inbox.
esp to Sheqal . so sorrryyy ..

2007-02-26T17:49:00.000+08:00

Yeah . i changed th whole layout!
is it nice? hah.. actually i love th picture [: im using it as my handphone's wallpaper.
its soooo pretty [:

anyway, Idris, why do you like my profile? haha

alright, friday , classmates wantd t come over but it was somehow tooo last min so it was cancelled. followed on, sat .. was actually waiting for people t come over.
changed th layout on that day .
followed on had a late long lunch . from 4 plus t 5 plus ? sitting alone at th dining table enjoying th very delicious sauce grandma made. yeah .. and no one was at home but my uncle,two maids and me.
went t th back t loook at my turtles . a friend of mine named one of my torties "banabelle" -.-
yeah , alright.. i saw my turtles have a lot of green stuff on their shell, so i took th scrubs and scrub them off all three of them./
thn i realise th whole tub was ooo dirty, yeah .. so eventually, i cleaned th whole tub, soaked th pebbles in soap and all that . and finished in an hour.
seokting, siqi,kiajoo,jov and deb came over at about 8 if im not wrong. but it was th time i estimated them t reach? hah ..

yeahh, they started off singing Karaoke and all.
thn suanhong came. played pool and all and joe came at 10.30 .
th night was fun .. esp with seokting and joe being high . st was th cutest! omg, i'll never forget .
yeah , so the stayed over and went back at about 2.45? or so ..
and i wash up and went out.

watched ghost rider, it was nice . rating 6.5/10 ? hah..
take care people

2007-02-23T00:12:00.000+08:00

using this as my dp on MSN lately.
this picture seems so ... nice you know? hah [:
(i mean, thats my point of view)

Alright, today seemed like such a busy day for me.
woke up late as usual , mummy had t fetch me t school.
had Mission (a talk/program) then later had 1 hour recess!![:
uh huh, then continued Mission .
Afterschool, had EOA test.. and after so , had trg.
Tmr still gna have Mission .

It was rather intresting and entertaining .
realised how open th people were .
And i imagined if it was still in dunearn, i think there would be chaos.
but anyhow.. kinda glad that tmr theres no classroooms![:
hope it'd be not boring lah . hah ..
bec i practically fell asleep when francis was talking
& probably tmr 4N1 guys are coming over t play poool(:
and then sat, netballers are coming over..

im gg t bed now.
im tired

2007-02-19T11:45:00.000+08:00

Im listening to : When you tell me that you love me , by Westlife Ft Diana Ross .
Really lovely song [:

Anyhow, HAPPY CHINESE NEAR YEAR people !!
Oh and sorry for th image above . hah .. no idea why i chose it
alright ..

THERE WAS A LION DANCE PERFOMANCE AT MY PLACE THIS MORNING[:!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah .. i thought i was dreaming when i heard th beats this morning.
And when i slowly open my eyes, i went to look out th window and there it is![:
yeah .. they went house to house to see if we'd like to have them perform in our hse.
and of cause its a YES .
i quickly washed up and change and went down to daddys room to wake him up. hah ..
I've always wanted lion dance performance .
Why?
bec when i was still living in 2nd floor ,(th house thats two blocks away from my previous hse) .. one of my neighbours would call for a lion dance performance EVERY YEAR. and so we'd all go over t watch .
felt a thousands of smiles flushing through every inch of me.
made me recall about th times in dunearn .

alright, ystd daddy's side of th family came.
grandma fetched her mum from th nursing home.
kinda sad for her condition :(
but hope she was happy luh..
What i wantd t blog ystd :

Th hardest thing t do at a family gathering, is to bid good-bye.
We all see each other only certain special occasions. And so, the time spent together seems to be as short as an hour even if it lasted throughout th day.
Painful as it is, to see your love ones leave only after things are getting fun.
Every single time each and every kin leaves, i would think about th next gathering !!
hah ..

ystd i asked ben&etc.. what if we all Live together?
it'll be sooo fun . but definitly a lot of disadvantage for me. hah ..
And its kinda hard too . having some of them catholic and some of them budhist.

___

alright, i'll blog later[:

2007-02-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

yilin lost shuhui's ipod nano i think.[:
hah .. omg. i dont know why i dont feel sad nor angry about it.
alright, we have all been listening to take me away for th past few weeks .
i still love th song!!! hah .. so im not changing it yet:P

chinese new year is coming in like about 25 hours?
Have to do clean up/pack up of stuff tmr alrd ! my room's in a mess.
and also i shifted my bed in another direction a few days ago. feel very comfortable with it, but mummy said i have to shift it back .
last but not least .. Magazines here and there. MESSYMESSY

anyway, baby&priscilla are coming over to my place on monday .
and maybe dearest netballers are coming on th 24thFeb and probably staying over.
Who else would like to visit? hah ..
i have nth much to blog now.
night t all [:

&& CHEER UP ST .
just forget about **

2007-02-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

Netballers @ RIVERVALLEY[:

FIRST FIRST! I saw My EC on CLEO in th lastest March Issue.
hah[: Was so shocked! but still, I'm very very happy. haha
Alright, HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE's DAY EVERYONE[:
thinking in a girls sch, there wont be much of gifts ex changing,
BUT i was TOTALLY WRONG!. A lot of people made small little little gifts and i am actually quite touched that i wasnt left out.
Esp thanks to Glynis , Shantel and Celeste[:
bought mummy th flower that was sold in school , which somehow looked like its for some sick paitent. but whatever it is, i still mean it as a valentine gift! [:
Me & mummy went to taka to shop for my new year clothes.
did all th shopping in just one shop. hah .. but but, thinking back , i shouldnt have bought so much , bec ppl are th ones visiting me, wont be gg over to any family members place.

after so, mummy and i met up with daddy and went to th esplande and ate at Al Dente Restaurant. th food's weird .. esp th carrot soup..
loved th pasta though . & not forgetting th Kiwi Lime drink!!!!!!
yup ..[:

Having a lot of tests lately..
Well, had a mathes test on tuesday, chi common test ystd, english,sci and CPA test today and E.O.A tmr ...
ohoh, and i have decided to take Normal Academic English paper for my N levels..
Hope i'll be able to do welll...
I have a lil aim for my after sec school life.

well, lastly, im gna go back to dunearn tmr as Dunearn is playing against FuHua tmr[:
yesyes, also KENAZ IS HERE![:
ADORABLE thai kid .. if you guys rmb he visited me last chi new year. he is so darn cute. -drooools

t Aaron, Hope your new doggy is fine yes. hah

2007-02-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

i've been realy really unhappy over th past few special occasions.
My birthday celebration, My favourite christmas season and not forgetting th new year.
I must say, I WASNT HAPPY AT ALL .
and i have a very strong feeling that Chi new year will be like any other.
i dont know whats th problem here . is it what im doing that i dont realise its ruining my happiness? I feel like im so UNMOTIVATED. UNINSPIRED. & feel like everything is nothing .
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i neeeed great help ..

And what can i do now? You treated me this way even - doesnt even treat me this way.
Day by day, i feel that th sight of you is irritating me. Making me mad ..
Not forgetting what happened that very afternooon . I hate you and i know i'll not be able to forgive you. AHHHHHHH ..
i hate being here right now.

2007-02-10T21:52:00.000+08:00

alright.
i'm uber sad right now. i have tears falling down my cheeks.
i realise we are not close now.
All these for one reason, i transfered schoool .
Well, on my side, im not trying to let that get in th way .
ive been trying all means to get us all as close as before. im serious..

2007-02-10T17:08:00.000+08:00

Have not blogged for about a week now. haha..
Quite a few things happened.
Anyhow...
Days in SJC are getting better & i'm kinda glad its starting to change a lil.
Went back to Dunearn yesterday! Watched th soccer guys play against assumption. hah.

Dunearn won 8-0
And Kae was suspose to come back to dunearn.. but she dint in th end. Sadness..
However, during th week . went back to dunearn on Monday i guess? Th netballers played VERY well against NanHua. th scores beat Regent and Westwood .. I'm so happy for you guys! hah ..
Tuesday, went home straight after schoool [: im a good girl now.
hah.. thn Wed after school, wantd to go back t dunearn t watch their match against HuaYi.. but mummy brought me to cut my hair. (a lot of people dint realise)
lala.. thursday , stayed back for netball trg.
trg here is damn slack lah .. but had fun playing th game.
& Friday! which was ystd .. haha. ya, went back to dunearn.
Heard that th guys and th girls in 4N1 are like getting from bad to worse.
Boys dont agree with th girls, Girls dont agree with th boys. :(
Sad to hear that .

Alright, Asraf,Idris & Fir asked me out to town . but i cant.. hah. planned to go to th national library tmr, but daddy said tmr we're going out. so not gg as well ..hah.
On Monday, Netballers are gna play agnst NUS. i'm gna try to be there. GOOD LUCK though ..

i got nth much to blog about right now. take care people..

2007-02-02T15:22:00.000+08:00

Always want t blog but my internet goes bonkers. -.-
wantd to blog loads of stuff thats been happening.
but due to my poor memory, thn lets forget it.

& i know that DSS classmates came to spam my blog.
[: very funny huh . i know who are th ones.

anyhow, talking about classmates .
NG SI HUI, i miss you like hell lah.
i felt very very upset during my E.O.A lesson on monday.
thinking about how we'd team up and do work.
you'll always do th excel work and i'll always do th microsoft word work.
i miss having you around in class, during recess, before and after sch!
i miss listening to your problems and everything that you'd tell me.
All th gossips we did and all th quarrels we had...
I miss those times girl ..
not forget-ing th laughters and tears we had.
[:

alright, i sprained my Ankle ystd during trg.
-.- i feel like sucha failure, getting injured on my first trg.
i was also quite dissapointed that they seperate th CCA & Sch team ppl.
im use to having intensive trg. not just for th fun of playing netball.
but its okay .. its my last yr alrd, i plan to get a new CCA in ITE. lalala...

i dint turn up for sch tday .
i totally could not stand on my left feet .
its actually quite funny as well, bec its th inner ankle that got sprained.

on wed, i went back to dunearn to catch th first soccer match for B div west zone.
they won FAJAR![: 3-1 .
it was th first time i cheered,screamed and so on and so for.
felt kinda exciting.
Anyway, later on DSS Soccer is gna VS Chestnut.
i want to watch th game! ahhh.. nvm . good luck guys

----

"F.R.I.E.N.D.S"
The seven torturing words which i hate.
Its a word which holds a simple meaning yet its the hardest thing to archieve.

ahhh.. and im so happy!
finally its here! [: lalalala

2007-01-28T23:33:00.000+08:00

i believe that people are able to capture beautiful things.
i want to have th talent t do so. im falling in love with photography.

alright, im pissed off! - grins
all thanks to you.
i thought you treated me as a friend.
READ THAT CLEARLY, A friend . [:
indeed huh . just by being a GOOD friend t th other you decided not to meet me t prevent any misunderstandings. (Ridiculous)
yeah, what about me? have you ever thought about me?
i cant believe you'll do this to me.
I HOPE YOU READ THIS!
thanks for making me believe we could be friends and all.

alright, in my previous post, ive yet t mention my greatest THANKS to th person who cheer-ed me up on that day itself, 26th Jan 2007 .
hah , and thats Hariz.
Thanks for shelter-ing me with your *free* umbrella wherever i went the other day.
and thanks for th mini Fan. haha [:
And also thanks for talking to me. you have th paitence that i dont have. i envy that[:

Anyhow, tmr Dunearn's gna compete agnst Regent.
Good luck my fellow babes yes. I'll make it to RV as early as possible.
just this time im gna get a bus. since you game is not starting that early.

ARUGH!!!!! i've been thinking of my EC lately.
ive not seen her for a whole month alrd. haha.. nvm then.
i've been admiring from her friendster all th while. agn and agn , shes so pretty omg.
hahaha. okay. im gg crazy..

and t th taggers.
esp Samantha, thanks for th msg sent to me on msn. i see you do concern! but actually.. i dont think that you know whats th problem exactly. hah.. its alright.
i dont blame you or anything. for this matter now, whats inside of me, ive yet t let anyone know. probably wait till th right time? hah .
and for th tagger whos name is "Name" ,i would prefer you t leave your name that was given by your parents. or i prefer to ignore [: if you're someone i hate totally, pls know that i'll not consider entertaining you, and i suggest you to exit this page and never come back .
thank you[:
and to bao bao! haha .
yea.. alright, im WAITING [: lalal.. come over on chi new yr. and eat another round of choco fondue agn! [: but this time i'll try to find a even bigger spooon. hahaha.
your dead.

to Alan, yes thank you for dropping by[:haha
Jiexiang, its bec you got nothing to do at home thats why you visit my blog?
haha. so mean.. i thought you'd specially come to read. alright, crap . SORRY.
yes Siewyee.. i managed to run! after much of my whineing,pleading and begging. hahaha. gre8 t see you too.
And sheq, i dont really understand th point that im your hero? though you explained before. haha.. anyhow, we'll go out on th 6th of feb yes.[: but you gta plan !
hahaha.. alright.

im gna finish my homework now.
Happy belated 18th Birthday NORA SIKIN!![: 27/01/07
& Happy belated ?? birthday to Lionel Lim![: 28/01/07..
lastly, Happy BIRTHDAY my dear PohLeng:D 29/01/07

had an alright day today. love you guys
ohoh, ive been thinking about this - lately.. omg.. you make me melt man. hahaha.

2007-01-27T17:03:00.000+08:00

"Nobody sits like this rock sits. You rock, rock. The rock just sits and is. You show us how to just sit here and that's what we need."

Actually im starting t face almost th same problems agn in this new sch.
as before, i'll slowly start t break down piece by piece of me as th thoughts of it are haunting me day by day.
My day just goes by making every decisions i make feel full of regrets.
lessons by lessons, i slowly think its always th previous one is better.
you should know what i mean . i dont like it here.. where i am now.
probably going back t th place i'd thought i was living in misery then, would be th only thing that would cheer me up.

t really regret or not, i've no idea, but just like what a friend told me just ystd, whats done is done. and all you can do is change your future.
BUT its like agn, i thought i'll make a change by changing my surroundings, but it seems like its making things worse!!! :(

alright, nvm
i went to DUNEARN's CROSS COUNTRY EVENT 2007 ystd.
took th turf city shuttle bus there.
reached there just in time.
and in th begining, i wasnt allowed t run.
everyone asked me t ask Mr.Rani, but he just wouldnt let me.
so i decided t follow Hariz walk behind th lower sec girls.
then, i asked mr.Rani when th upper sec girls are preparing t run.
And he said YES! . so i changed into my running shoes and ran with them.
Th whole route is like ridiculous, though it felt short. but i hate it bec you could see how much more you NEED to run and your motivation will just drop luh.
Begining i thought t myself, i cant get anything, so getting 20 and above wouldnt really matter t me.
So then i saw shiyan, and i followed her side by side, encouraging her t run on.
And im so glad she got top 20. [:
i feel th satisfactory!!!!
during th run, i could see a lot of horse SHIT-.-

hah[: alright..
went t get dinner at west coast park
ciao

2007-01-27T16:53:00.000+08:00

took from a web[:

Passion Is Born

I close my eyes, sighing
Melting into your soul
Imagining feeling your touch
Needing you to make me whole

Arms wrapped around me
Pulling me to your chest
Embracing me in warmth
Enjoying your sweet caress

Staying like this forever
In a state of total bliss
In a different life time
Hungering for your kiss

Feeling your gentle touch
Longing for ecstasy's splendor
Hands quenching my thirst
My heart to you I render

Where everything is beautiful
Love at it's purest form
A thing of glorious wonder
Feelings of passion are born

2007-01-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

just watched "The Peak"

i so think that Zhenya should go after th Hong an.

He looks so darn good looking.

but recently his been caught drunk driving yea.

Sadness .

Alright, just got t know that Zat failed his bike test on theory. ={

all th best hah

And also got th news that EL's back with her very oh co cute girlfriend [:

We got our handbook on monday!

have not had one since like, pri school .

Read th rules and all t Aaron ystd.

and we were like " -.-"

Certain rules t share with you :

1. Shorts are not permitted to be worn under the pinafore.

2. Only small ear earings/studs (up t 1cm in diameter)/stik can be worn on the first hole of each ear, and earings worn cannot be mismatched deliberately.

3. Each pupil is only allowed to buy food for themselves.

4. Pupils must sit at their assigned tables during recess.

ya, these are th few.

Th last one sounds so primary one.

plus my uniform, yea.. definitely primary one. -whines

And to Sheq, Stop "boo"-ing in all th msges. hahaha.

And you seem t pick up th animations alrd

Went back t dunearn today.

and can tell that daddy is unhappy. ={

Anyhow, im gna run in this year's DSS CROSS COUNTRY EVENT! [:

yoohooo.

Might be meeting up with some ppl before i go.

see you dunearnites there.

ive not done my mathes, shall do it now.

ciaos guys..

blog later or smth

"Holding on to anger is like gasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned."

2007-01-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

A lot of people have been viewing my profile in friendster.
is it bec i transfered sch? hah .[:
And had a lot of questions still on about my new sch .
haha. [: im so so so tired on answering and answering.

Anyhow, i miss my dunearn ppl.
Esp my classmates.
ok , grabbed from manli's blog :
to Baby - hope ur transfer wil let u hav a new start in life n chapter of ur frenzship.. I hope u would able to stay more strong n indepent at there.. coz u'll face more difficulties n obsticals over there.. we can still meet n gather but i guess is not as often as we used too.. try to stay in contact ba.. =D take care n all the best..

Well.. i have t say. We dont really meet up often.
Due t our busy times and your full PACKED weekends with your babes.
ive t say, i never felt that i was important in your eyes.
I always felt that im just ther by your side and help you pass time in school.
Esp during recess.
Yea, you are there when i have problems.
And you would inform me about whats gg on with your life.
But i dont feel that im important.
im not trying to complain or say that your not a good friend.
Just that you never tookk me serious.
You dont know me well .
Yes you do understand part of me.
But its still not good enough for a good friend whom i take you as one.
Its alright.
We will still go out at TIMES....
you can call me after you read this.
Bec im sure you want an explanation or smth.
i have more, but i'll make it just between me and you baby. [:

Alright, i woke up late today.haha.. at 11am.
Was suspose t meet up with pohleng at like 12.30pm at serangoon mrt.
end up i met up with her only about 1.30?
MRT-d down t DB.
thn walked t paradiz centre.
yup.. became shu hui's model for her exam and i look damn ugly.
hahaha.
her friend melvin was like damn irritating lah!!!!!!! omg.
after so , jerry was suspose to meet us up for dinner.
but he pissed me off by saying some things that made me rather unhappy.
wantd t go to cine, but th rain was too heavy.
end up i was eating at TCC.
quarreled with them.
jason was like talking bout where t go which is cheaper and nicer.
its like, damn typical ? we're alrd at TCC and ive alrd ordered.
okok .. thn so on and so fore.
went t cine after so t get free ice cream from maestro.
Heard that they are gna revamp! sucha good idea.
bec th place is so dirty :P
business running down. haha..

alright,thn we four went t taka.
jason wantd t get his orange julius popcorn.
but it was closed. so we walked t sports link t look at th shoes and stuff!.
there was this new very very pretty slip in shoe from lacoste.
darkblue.
SO NICE PLS! but i dont look good in it. sadness.. haha.
and also saw a new design for th lecoq sportif brand th bag.
considering .. if not, i'll just get a backpack.
my crumpler is too small alrd.
all th weight is killing me lah ... :P
after th shop was about t close, i eventually became shu hui and jason's photographer...
was taking pictures of them outside th toilet while waiting for pohleng.
hha.
while we were walking t th MRT, there was a big crowd outside this small pub lookalike.
and i thought there was some star, end up , everyone was crowding around for th SOCCER MATCH. i was like -.-
hahaha.. so we mrtd back to TPY and thn bus-d home.
saw this lady hugging A MUCH BIGGER PIECE of cookie monster which is exactly like mine.
haha.. Baozhi, you lose alrd lah!!!
hers is like dnt know how many inch tall... haha
okok, thn we walked home.
got stuck at th gate.
th padlocks have been a big problem ever since sinapore starts to rain so often.
As mummy's car was like blocking th way, we couldnt open th big gate, end up, we had t climb. and i was hit by th sharp point...hah.
ouch![:

Anw, thanks sheqal for being in contact with me and supporting me along with sharing with me th past and all for th past one week. [: So sorry t those who i dint reply or wht ya. Or even late reply... :P

Aurgh! still thinking if i should go help at th flea market tmr.
Its ture its been very long since i met up with th youth group ppl. but vivienne wont be there. i'll be like, sucha stranger luh.. :(

alright, thats all for today.. and fizah,come over t my place one day and you can have all th pictures you want. haha:P

Sorry Atiqa, couldnt make it t th open hse at Temasek poly today with you.

ohoh, pls do not go t my work place t look for me or anything! bec i put myself on hold till further notice. hahaha. but i miss working though ..can see my eye candy there. lalala.. pretty EC lah. certain ppl knows only... haha. would prefer t work at th bar however!!!! but im stilll so young. lalala.

i made a new specs .. red colour..wed collect.
good night ppl.

2007-01-20T11:23:00.000+08:00

Alright, let me blog bout what ive been to lately.

hah - Met up with Kervon!!(: on thursday .

went t her sch t wait for her.

Ate at westmall and decided t g t her place.

mummy was suspose t fetch me, but she couldnt in th end.

So took a bus t pheonix MRT and asked grandma t fetch me home.

Kervon hasnt send me those picturees!

and its been along long time since we've laughed together.

bec i realise im bored.

hah.

Alright, ystd i went t sch on my own :(

yilin is sick of waiting for me.

but i dont find a reason why she has to be soooo early. -.-

whatever then.

had classes . and it was like, only 4 diff lessons.

okok . thn met up with EL at DG.

was craving for toufu darn badly.

so EL had to pick on which place t eat.

end up, we went to paragon's starbucks.

haha.. drank our fav.

talked and all .. thn went up to walk about.

got my piggy gummy.

hahaha. :p

uh huh , thn she fetched me till toapayoh .

so sorry for troubling you!

okok , thn today.. im suspose t help shuhui be her model for th makeup exam.

And im stilling blogging here.

haha ..

im gna get ready now.

Take care guys

2007-01-19T00:17:00.000+08:00

I'm suddenly feeling darn down bec of JOE.

thanks uh .

Life havent been as great as i was hoping it would be.

deffinately a better envirnoment.

Alright, now i'll answer your questions.

Why i transfered school when this is th last year.

Bec i have a lot of social life problems ,i moved house.

And i really need to have th motivation to study for n lvl.

Coming t this new school slowly seems like a regret as well.

Why? bec of what seems to be going around in th new sch is rather bad.

knowing that th NA and Express look down on NT students.

i thought it only happens in like, television.

Bec Dunearn has never shown such unfairness.

they dont seem to bother giving us a chance.

Besides, acadamic wise .. i came here thinking i'll be slow.

End up, im not.

More over, Teachers have their own home room ?

And we are like suspose t go t different classes for diff lessons everyday.

I use t end sch at 1.40 , thinking time flies so SLOW>

but now, sch ends at 2.10 , and i feel like we've wasted a lot of time walking around

and waiting for teacher t arrive.

Also , thh periods are so uneven.

They have like, one period of eng before recess and after that 2 periods before sch ends.

smth like that lah .

i dont mind wearing a geeky uniform .

i came t think i'll be able t start a new with a new cycle of friends.

And im darn dissapointed.

Alright, i talked t Mr wong, so im gna go DUNEARN's CROSS COUNTRY EVENT.

if most possible, i'll like t run .

i dont care bout th prize.

bec all ive been aiming for is cross country this yr.

i had 21st last yr. i cannot get lower alrd!!!!

hah - :D

Grabbed from Asraf's Conversation -

The Captain - Asrafe loves you(: says:
do miss us..
The Captain - Asrafe loves you(: says:
cause we are always missing someone now in cls...btw fareez back ...

I never got to see Fareez this year.. :( haha .
this is a short post lah.

2007-01-17T23:31:00.000+08:00

Yeah. i just changed my blogskin.

This desginer was found on friendster.

And i went into his webpage and found this rather nice deisgn.

hah [:

its been a long long time since i blog-d.

A lot of people ask me. and i said im not gna blog anymre.

due to many many reasons.

But i just cant bring myself t do it lah .

Anyhow.. i just transfered schoool!

To SJC .

Alright.. i need t do my homework now.

i'll blog th rest tmr.

take care guys.

2006-12-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

I dont think any of you are is able t see me at cineleisure anymore.

Hah! cus im no longer working at that bistro .

Daddy got me a job at Peranakan place.

Job is still th same, waitress.

but so much much much better.

Need not wash th dishes.. need not sweep th floor nor stay till early 3am in th morning .

its as simple as 256 .

hah..

and it helps me in a few ways.

Pay is so much better as well .. yeap .

Anws, those days that ive not been working, have been down t vivo city t find baby .

hope you're not bored yea. (:

hope you'll be able t come over t stay over on sat night! i'll fetch you if possible yea!

Anabelle, If only you could give me your support, i believe i wont have t lie. im sincerely sorry .. ｡◕‿◕｡

If only you've tried t accept my decisions.

2006-11-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

Alright .

im gonna change t a new blogskin!

slowly getting tired of this.

and very sooon, gonna change URL!

just need t think of one!

Hope it'll be before New year or maybe on th first day or smth.

i want a new blog every year.

And im so glad i am about t reach 1 year anni with this blog .

I filled this blog with so many things.

happy,unhappy,sad,anger and loads of stuff.

So im gonna continue doing that next year.

bec i see that i can only turn t a computer best.

and i love t keep memories.

so typing it out is th best, as i wont need t waste paper and my hand wont get tired.

besides, its easier this way.

WAY WAY neat-er. hah-

t baby, How come you'll cry!?

I dont see why you'll cry .haha ..

its about me mah .

iyoh..

Hope you get better soon alright.

and yes, we'll meet up soooon!

Alright, th link t th pictures.

http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2099139087

2006-11-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

My birthday cake!

Ain't it beautiful?

its th first cake ive ever seen that is so so so nice.

okokae . nvm

THE PICTURES ARE UP!!

do take a look yea.

like i said, a lot of ugly once. heh...

My sweeet sweeet sweeet SiHui is working with me at maestro now!![;

2006-11-22T18:05:00.000+08:00

Yeap. thats th collage of th pictures taken on my birthday.
sad t say, almost all th picturees taken were so ugly.
wander whos th one who took th pictures.
anyhow, i'll just post a few in th next post .
and th rest will be in th collection of th photo albums!
whic is now uploading.
so it'll be uploaded in an hour time or so..

ciao.

2006-11-18T05:04:00.000+08:00

Alright , im back from work .
but not just!.. finishd at 3.30 today .
and ive to say, Suhaimi is damn Fuckd up today please!
i was very pek chek anw .
alright, met up with sihui, walkd around town and went to places to look at clothes.
saw Anthea and her bf at topman,
thn headed to supercut ,whic is just behind maestro as juraimi wanted a hair cut.
after sitting in there, it was just in time to get to work .
Sihui interviewd and got th job as full-timer imm. pls...
Alex&Su was so so so fuckd up bec there were a lot of customers, but i believe that i should SO NOT be the one that they show their attitude to .
anw, i thought i was gonna be stable on this job.
but dad got me another job at his friends place.
yeap .. prolly sihui will keep me accompany.

Anw, i really find EL damn adoreable pls.lalala , long story . nvm ...[:
i want to go to sentosa!!!!!

&& i just checkd a lot of places lately, th volcrom white see thru tote bag is totally not in stores anymore!!! and saw that today , there isant any more of th globe belt . :(
ohoh, and th paulfrank heart shaped buckle belt is like, not in stores anymore as well .. omg,.. i hate having no money .

Alright, cartooon eating adoreable sundae! haha

2006-11-16T16:58:00.000+08:00

Went t Sentosa ystd with shuhui,it raind halfway.
th trip was alright. [:
but im planning to go again for a suntan!!!!
anyways, headed to town t get th brown leather topshop handbag.
and got a neckless as well.. a really nice one.
a key charm with a heart. lala [:

alright, kiajoo calld me to ask me to go for the camp that netballers are holding?
on th 25-26 nov? i think .
well , i'll have t check if i can take off or smth , bec im now workin FULL-TIME, yayye! haha..
more pay that is! && vivienne askd me out next sat? which is on th 25th? ohh...
& dads gonna bring me go make a ATM card this sat! oh great! [: lalalala ...
so happy.

okay, sucha short post.

anyways, teckhui came to maestro for an job interview.

and baby is coming tooo .

haha. [:

2006-11-15T01:41:00.000+08:00

alright, im sorry but i do notknow wheres th Memorey card for th photos of my bdae is. so i'll wait till daddy return from thailand tmr! Meanwhile, im going to sentosa to tan tmr! lalala [:
yep, saw baby today while giving out flyers. haha..

update later.

2006-11-09T23:15:00.000+08:00

Alright.
i blogged quite a long entry ystd and my dad's comp went away.
so prollynot blog about that part alrd.
anyways..
ystdwas th day i finally turn 15![:
how i passed that very special day was by having friends over at my place to talk and eat and such.
everyone knew i planned that very day since like, so long ago.
but thn, i wasnt happy on th night before.
eventually, i cancelled.
but bec i cant cancel th buffet, i had to ask everyone back.

woke up around 11plus? thn cabbed down to town at around 12.30 to meet baby.
she thn brought me to NUM and ask me to pick a pair of flip flops! [:
shes so damn sweeeet.
alright, wanted th bronze colour-d sandals like.
but i neeeded one size bigger.
so instead,i pick-d th white.
yeap.. so beautiful!
thn walked with her to fareast a lil while and off i went to paragon to gt orange julius.\took a bus back to cck.And guess what? i was so damn late.
was suspose to reach yew tee Mrt at 3.15-3.30...
but end up i reach-d at 3.45 i guess?
There, i met up with Teck Hui,Jiexiang,Fiza,Tim,Aylwin,Kealvin & Changyou!!
so glad to see them.
and i even heard that tim waited since 1.30.
it was bec i first asked all t meet at 2. but bec i couldnt come online.
iguess he came early.
anyways..Mrt-d down to toa payoh & met up with th 2 aaronS!!.
along with 2 oher friend of theirs.
yeap..
thn too bus 73 back home.
and you know whats surprising?
Wee kiong and baozhi was alrd at my hse..
they reached damn early pls. [:

anyhow,i walk-d them around my place and settled them down in th basement.
EVERYONE was so awkward..but i left them on their on.
while th buffet came.
it actually came with al th raw foood.
so my maids heated up th BBQ pit and started coooking.
not long later,kiong had to make a moove first, so me and bz walked him out while we fetch seokting and siqi over from th bus stop.
yeap..
im sorry sorry if any of you felt like so bored ystd or smth!!!![:
uh huh .. thn i received a mail from my counsellor, vivienne.
she maild me a pair of adoreable vooodoo earlings and a necklace from mini bits.
yeap.. thn after so, azhar,Sihui,Simin and Mimi came.
so everyone ate and talked.
by thn, everyone was kinda comfortable alrd.
uh huh ..
few of my dads friend came.
thn waited fr my classmates bec they came after th dunearnite rehersal.
after some time, fiza couldnt wait anylonger. so i walked her to th bus stop. well, it was lso her birthday , she needs to celebrate her birthday with her family!
alright, classmates came at around 9 plus ?
thn ...finally !!waited for the VVVIP to arrive.
MR.YAP! he was so damn blooody late bec he fetched a ex dunearnite home at sembawang. and he even got lost. OMG -.- .
Sua gu .
okok, thn cut-d my very very very beautiful cake! yayye!. hhahaa ..
damn lots of iceing suga..but damn pretty..
mummy had problem cutting it. she used her body strength to slice th cake, piece by piece. hahaha..

yeap, after finishing th cake, most of them went back.
but some still cont playing pool and such .
well, i really hope you guys did enjoy.. [:
Weekiong,Baozhi,Darwis,Zulhilmi,Asraf,Jiexiang & TeckHui stayed over last night.

but they stay-d up till 3 plus thn they knock off. haha..
they even woke up earlier thn me.
but when i woke up, some of their parents calld me upp .scarey pls...
all left at 2.expt Wk & Bz.
waited for my mum to get ready at 3.45.
thn she fetched us to bishan MRT.
from there, i went totown.
Met up with my baby! , My long long ago besttie!,priscilla and Charmane.
sorry fi i spelled wrongly.
yeap, talked awhile at long john . thn went to watch material girls!\the show was ALRIGHT. so i guess, if you're short of cash, dont go watch it. not worth it. lala..
yeap, thn afterso, went to wisma to walk around./
baby was looking for high heel pumps.
yeap.. end up,she could not find.
so priscilla wanted to go over to wheelock place's Zara.. and i left them. i went back to cine to get my dress as ive left it at maestro bistro .
went to heeren to ask th lady bout th zip.and yep , went back to cine to eat and the jap place. just opp cafe cartel..
wanted to eat with daddy, but he ate alrd! so forget it.
yeap, so took the mrt home after so.
bought a spade(♠) silver colour-d stud. lalala.. so nice..

alright, lt me recap who came ystd.
Baozhi,Weekiong,Aylwin,teckhui,fiza,jiexiang,changyou,kealvin,tim,

siqi,seokting,sihui,simin,ahzar,mimi,jerry,wilson,

jason,pohleng,darwis,asraf,zul,idris,firdaus,jianchuan,

unclejulian,unclemike,unclejeremy&& th VVVIP , Mr.Yap.

haha..
well some people were suspose to come. but cant come or smth..
which were, yuting,gina,priscilla,manli,ralvin,ian,sharon,lisuan,michlle tey,michelle(sis),cassandra chew,clarissa,sean p,sheqal,steph,grace,jovene,jiewan,kaevis,kervon,ziean,

sikin,hafiz,haniz,Yuyang,Alvin,guoliang,louis,jiajun,

chenlong,apple,jacky,alif,benedict,han&joel.
Yeah.. around there... so many people pls. ahaha..

alright, Thanks for your gifts EVERYONE![:
ohoh,ralv and ian, Thanks for that so cute,so adorable, so funny song you guys sang over th phone![:
and thanks for those who msged me. [:
(Well, im trying to make everyone whom did wish me feel appreciate-d)
bec normally others dont. ahahhaa...

and let me do some saying. hahaha.. sorry if i bore you.

Taken from jovene lim's blog.

There are many ups&downs in-between our friendship.
We're in th same CCA, Netball.
You said you admire my Netball skills during Sec 1 when we're at th court sitting down together & there, there is where we make friends.
We starting bitching alot.

Once before, you're my best friend, really.
We took uncountable neoprints together (Hilarious prints!), we laugh & we play together.
Till th later part of Sec 1, troubles begin in our friendship if you remember.
Due t _. You know what i mean right?
K, It was brought forward t Sec 2.
Issue of troubles wasn't solve yet & i was really mad at you.
T be honest, i really hate you alot at that point of time.
& yes, you hate me as well.
Till then, we join this BestFriend Contest held by SEVENTEEN.
Both of us make it & we appear on magazine.
Both of us share common interest & those times was really fun.
Afterwhich, troubles again?
& yes, i hate you. I bitchd alot about you & you as well bitchd alot about me.
There was a really BIG fight between us.
Didn't talk for months.
I complain alot about you t kaevis & i'm partly at fault too.
Well, i'd like t apologise. I'm sorry.(:
Am i forgiven? HAHA.

Yeah, then we're back t normal.
Now, you invite me over for your birthday party & i'm really grateful.
Thank you :D !
Unfortunately, i couldn't turn up for your party.
Do enjoy yourself though we're not around. grins
(Cause i know you really want us t be there, right?)
Hahahahah.

This is for you,
May th sun always shine through your windowpane
May a rainbow be certain t follow each rain
May th hand of a friend always be near you
May God fill your heart with gladness t cheer you
& May your birthday wishes come true.
Enjoy :D !

Hey jov!. do you know before i read your post, i was thinking, "jovene is not intrestd in coming, so i guess thats why both you and kae dint come". but hey jov, afer i read your blog, im reallly really happy. haha.. its a form of a birthday gift man. finally, you do say smth.. as in , not be quiet all th time bout stuff and show your unhappy mooody face.
your VERY SHORT STORY(compared t th very real world one),was so so true.
hah .. but i really hope, REally, that we'll not go sour again.
i guess we dint really Quarrel or smth for th past dont know how many months, was bec everyone said that even after we get back , we'll start again..we dint from th outside, but we did on th inside.
AGREE? hahaha.
but however, its up to you too, as it takes two hands to join.

will upload pics sooon![:

2006-11-03T02:24:00.000+08:00

I
Can not
Find enough
Words to describe
The heart beats when you
Gaze at me with a smile.
You are my sweetest angel
You are my longest dream ever
You are my every breath of life
You are the raindrops that blossom my heart.

Lala! [: Alright, time comfirmed! Roughly Reach at my place at 4pm on 8th November 2006,Wednesday!

only those who were invited alright! haha [:
No offence [:
Will prolly do a meet up at those who wanna meet at My old place, YEW TEE MRT STATION.
at2Pm! give me a call alright, to cfm you'll meet up .
so that i know who to wait. hahhaa.

Alright, today went to bishan junction 8 to order my cake!
haha! omg,. cant wait! [:
thn bought some other rubbish .
bla bla bla . oh yeah , those who wants to stay over this coming wed, may stay. hooooray . im so excited. not tht my birthday is coming.
Actualy, its you guys im waiting !!
Hope you guys wont go bored or smth.

yeap.
Ciao
Working tmr.
May drop by to eat or smth. HAHAHAHA

Dear Mr.President . Live...
nice song[:

2006-11-01T02:55:00.000+08:00

I stare red at thy sparkling eyes,
Gracing the fragrance of edelweiss,
I watch dear your swaying curls,
A restless heart goes round in swirls..

The presence of thou so warm
The warmth of a chill embrace
The chill of the thousand butterflies
The butterfly, a lover's praise...

Your skin then caresses mine
Brown eyes graze now the feeling thine
Shaking, frail hands find the other
New love born for one another...

I show this cruel and heartless world
Cry proud to the top of my weary lungs
Ive robbed this earth of its greatest pearl
Beauty unknown to millions of suns...

Lip throbbing tender lips
Arms wrap each flawless hip
Tongues slither, so gently, entwines
A making so innocent, so refined...

It would take no world splendor
No plague nor storm, all will flounder
No bullet nor thrust, all shall falter
Almighty Aphrodite! Love herself, even wonders...

Her and I were the immovable Ayer
None can break our hearts binded
Call each man, or god, or Mother Nature
Shan't forever severe, ever unclouded...

Well, like all, there is no bed of roses
Even the bloodiest rose has the sharpest thorns
There is no climb to a mountain unragged
Nor a smooth road to paradise untraveled...

Now both hearts brace for oblivion
Determined for a love never to be torn
A great inhale for the longest breath
All for you my love, I fear not death...

Grabbed this from a web . lala [:
"Make happy those who are near, and those who are far will come. "

2006-10-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

Hun, Your lips are so soft i can't resist a day without getting near it.
You turn me on , my boy [:

Alright! have not been blogging! Due to some stupid internet connection problem .
Anyway , Worked overnight! and it was so nice please.haha ? in what way ? bec there were people!

worked overnight till 6.30 thn reached home at 8.00 . no idea if its bec of me being tired or what , i kept doing the wrong things on my way home. hah .. slept at prolly around 9.00? all the way till 3PLUS . woke up and shower and all that .
bec it was the day of my dads house warming. having his friends over.

we catered food , which tasted like shit. and my dad even hired a bartender to make drinks for the night. i was the one brining home brew beer up and down the basement. haha. dad invited people from the prestiege mag and so . and one brought his nehpew/ so my cousin played pool and dart with him .

quite a lot left and still left alot hah . thn everyone was like high alrd, dad let me drink some cocktail she made. and my face turned red after a few cups. haha.. dad thought i was drunk . i was tired so i went to bed. ystd, heard dad said the bartender got 110-120$ for tips.!!!!! excluding her pay lah . omg.. haha..

alright, blog till here.

DO LET ME KNOW IF YOU're COMING NEXT WED! thanks!

2006-10-23T00:54:00.000+08:00

MUST WATCH "DEATH NOTE" ! [:

2006-10-21T20:44:00.000+08:00

Boy, All i need is your accompany right now.

You dont understand how lonely i am without you

You just need to be in my shoes to know.

but for now , i dont mind at all if you feel it .

Like i said, my boy, all i need is your accompany right now.

Alright, Words above the avartar is just anyhow. haha [:

Wrote it for the fun of writing.

Having the 1st house warming of this house! [: Family members came over thinking that its my parent's wedding anniversary renting my dad's friend's hse for the occasion. But some knew, bec my grandma dint know how to lie. one one hand, she said its a chalet, on the other hand, a house. so of cus, 1 or 2 found out.
Enjoying the Chocolate Fondue Fountain now! so damn nice lah . Having it on my birthday again .. i bet those who are coming will love it. but its messy and all . [:
Having stomach upset this 2 days. comes and goes..:(

Alright, will probably blog later on with family pictures! [:

2006-10-20T18:02:00.000+08:00

Ive been looking for information on how to make a really nice livejournal layout.
Whereby , i may just post a picture and put a link to where everyone can read the rest of the post . So much to learn .. [:
And please also bear with this current layout.. still trying to edit a layout . [:

Im so Glad! Daddy allowed me to not go to school today . Went to school yesterday and like, so few people came. and the whole day was superb bored. slept through out the "make sense of money" talk . hah [: played the racing game in the lab. kinda boring as well .. just edited the tracks for the first two periods and headed for dreamland for the last two period. Headed home the same way like every other days.
alright, no school for me from today till i Hope next wednesday . wednesday will be the last day of post-exam activity .. yeap .. and our class is sspose to go to the discovery centre. lala [:
HOOOORAY!
So glad Please! i Finally Got Another Job! but not at some fast food restaurant. Lala [: Starting On the 25th of November 2006! so glad !!!!! yayye! and also another thing to HOOORAY about, is tha im getting a really nice nice beautiful cake from coffeee bean . Of course, for my birthday ..
Anyway,i sent out invitations through E-mails yesterday .. to half of the contact list i have in my msn . Cus, Half way thru , internet bom bah me ... so i was like, fed-up and decided to do it another day ! But those who have received, please please please let me know if you're coming alright. ! thanks!

i Guess thats all for now! ciaos!
Ohoh, updated :

http://64242.blogspot.com
Do Check it out yeah! [:

2006-10-10T21:35:00.000+08:00

2006-10-08T00:44:00.000+08:00

Alright, just changed a layout. i know it isant nice. but just want some changes.
and its been a long time since i meddled with photo shop [:
Why? bec im at Yew Tee! i'll be moving every othher thing of mine and my memories to serangooon . :[

its ubber sad. i love my bed.. i love my room . i love how it was before ..
probably, nobody understands how dow is my feeling for this hse. urgh .. it may sound like just moving hse, but leaving smth that finally belongs to me and my parents and no one else, the feeling isant the same. my cousins and uncle,grandma and auntie, they are simply retard.

one tht just brings her firends&boyfriends over. esp her boyfriend who has an attitude problem and who thinks he knows my dad well. he just keeps talking good things about my dad. is it just bec my dad recognises you as shu hui's boyfriend ? and that shu huii's dad doesnt? so what if my dad entertains you by playing pool with you and offering you beers that we made? use your common sense, he is a business man , he entertains no matter what. its how he lives.. please stop acting like you're very big and you know everything . you may know a lot. but not everything, just leave my father out of your mind and imaginaton . i fucking hate it .. urgh , just stop alright ..

Anyways , ive been really lost lately. but i still enjoyed. thanks to wanqing and yilin , along with sihui and sikin . [: ohoh, and lolli's from mimi !

well , i got a new sim card, same number. so you guys can contact me alrd! but do let me know who are you! bec new card contains no names. [: and and, got a new phone! lalala .. but i dont like it. itsokay ...

goood luck to all whose having exams! ciao
End a post with gotmilk? ad!! lala
ONE OF THEM IS WEARING A PAULFRANK TOP!!! [: [: [: OMG

2006-10-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

the river runs and the river hides out to the ocean and under the sky i promise you the answer will come hold on to patience and watch for the sign everything in its time

2006-10-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

Im getting in stocks from my cousin side .
so got a few things to sell , all brand new.
Take a look!!! Http://www.chickbomb.com for the items.
Like levis shoes and memorey cards.

And also ...

Anyone intrested in Navel EAR studs? preferably for females.
im taking in stocks from someone who asked me if i wanted.
so yeap, have them in 4 colours, 12.90 each . let me know yeah .

2006-10-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

I fucking lost my phone. so yeap .. no phone now! please take note uh .
and i wanna curse that bloody heartless freaking pethatic bustard who took my phone away .
alright..

went to town just now and caught john tucker must die.
quite a nice show. [:

my cousin,herbf's and her old sch bestie opened a shop online. http://e-shoppershub.blogspot.com/ ..do visit.
they are like, using people's product to get money . hah .
no lost. .

following post will be the earings. [:

2006-09-27T11:37:00.000+08:00

Yes! goood morning!
today aint any sat or sunday..
i dint go to sch .. hah.
and today's Mummy Birthday!

going out for a meal with her later.
and i think she'll be rather sad/angry to find out that i dint go to sch just bec i fell asleep in my room which no one knew till they are going off.
haha .

alright, i as for the earings i posted up in my previous post.
they are just for me to begin with! and now i have more thn 10 new earings to my collection!
i got ideas from outside,books, magazines and even on the net.
and ive to say , they are really intresting.
but they cost so fucking much pls.
will be posting up all of the pictures next week or smth when i get that cable.

hah ..Anyway, dads in Europe now [:
lala..

tell me what to blog.
cus i dont know !!!

uhm .. uhm .. yeap, next week im having my exams alrd. -.-

My First Three Pairs Of Earing Creation

2006-09-15T17:48:00.000+08:00

Alright, the first pair i made is the one with the key and has uneven length of chain. had the key was bec of my cousin. she likes keys and stuff. so i went to get it and just let it be my first creationn. the bronze/gold colour-ed butterfly was actually from my own earing. but the string tangled long ago, so i decided to use it. turns out rather unique and nice. looks better in person thn on picture.

the secound one i made was the one wih grey/black heart with three white beads and a butterfly. aint it nice? but i dint seem so nice in perrson .. hahaha. couldnt find the Heart i was looking for. so decided to get this.. going town tmr to get it. lalala .. ive been stealing jump rings from my keychain!! bla.

alright, the last one is the one with three pearls. my made wanted that .. so yeap, since i can do it for her, why not. just felt that the last crystal clear teardrop looking thingy aint big enough. so yeap , same thing, gonna get it tmr.

And you know what , i want to name my creations! lalala.. just have no idea now. share your ideeas if youu have. ciaos and nite

2006-09-14T02:38:00.000+08:00

Breaking Free by High School Musical![:
havent been updating for long. lost the intrest as i felt that nth much happened so i dint blog. and ive not been eating brocolli lately, cant rmb much stupid stuff lately. yeapo.. haha .
anyways, i stayed over at my new place for the past one week. asked ker & etc over but they could make it. so i asked my ex colleagues(sorry for spelling error) over to play. nth much .. the que sticks spoilt so daddy sent them back for repair. ystd(Tuesday), had people over at new place.. Dads friend actually. BBQ-ed outside at the garden . so cool but kinda crampy. moving our stuff over this sat . so im not free! i asked sihui and amy over to help out. yeap..

the new place is not as intresting as it may sounds. hah .. (jovene), try living there. its hardly comfortable. had quarrels and all .. so upsetting .
And lately im kinda very into beading. like making earings and stuff.. the are fucing intresting. i made my way around places lately to get more information. to be inspired and to see and cherish every bit and piece of the beads, charms and gems! whats more exciting is me and mummy are going to get the things tmr! yayye.. so glad daddy supports me. [: ive not really know how to make and my mum and aunt are like, placing orderrs as they saw the book i bought. gonna get one other, very helpful one.lalala ... i'll share my creation then!

alright, uhm.. have not been regular in sch. Esp during the Exam Period. heard a lot of people saying and all . yeap .. thn me and my classmates had some spliting up . so damn depress. you guys know how much you meant to me. :(
esp hui's Winnie the pooh . urgh , forget it .

i just changed to this layout. hope its nicer...
will upload a few pic later on or smth. Ciao! [:

2006-09-01T01:40:00.000+08:00

Hello there all and goood evening!
hah .. actually it should be goood morning yeah .
i changed the skin like, 2 days ago ? yeap yeap .
sorry baozhi i dint post anything .

well.. lately ive not been in the mood for sch and studies and exams as well .
all these leads to, of cus, bad results for sure. i believe i'll do very badly.. but i'll be studying for end year. i dont know why the sudden change of mood swings and stuff.
well , i'll just jump to today yeah . mum fetch me to sch .. went into class for like half an hour or smth .
thn went out to the guard hse.. security guard helped me. i went to take a green form and went to find amy. he accompanied me till like say , 12 ..
thn headed to DE LA SALLE alone .
saw a lot of ex lasallians. many are from last yr or smth. was expecting Aaron and ChangYou. dissapointed ! but its okay .. i got to see Clarissa , Gina,Yuting,Louis,Lewis,Roy,Sheqal,Sean,LiangWei & many others lah . And shockingly a pri 4 classmate whom i totally dont rmb about. hahaha ..

alright, went out of sch with Louis and Roy to CC . so bored lah .. went crazy ..thn me and LU quarreled lah . thn i went to the bus stop . saw kealvin and jian lun , so sat down and talked. so funny lah both of them. esp kealvin .. okok , thn waited for amy to come.

It was raining thn .. And i was so urgent i needed the ladies. I RAN home from the bus stop .
i was so dumb lah .. i dint think of the CC !!! hahaha. ran home all wet . thn ate at home with Amy.. lalala .
nth much lah my day [: thn evening went to limbang Mac for dinner .
thn walked to cck park. talkkked and all .

alright, i'll be at my new place for the next whole weeeeek .
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . i dont know if its a sad thing or a happy thing lah . i'll update! haha ..

bored entry..

i believe we've moved apart .
Im sorry

2006-08-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

Finally! alright.. im working on a new layout. this is so fucking ugly.
blogger had a problem earlier on . and i needed so badly to type my feelings out.
so if you;re really keen on reading whats up on my head. you can click on http://anabelleh.livejournal.com/547.html to read.
though its long. but there's more to it. im just done with this. i'll continue in future.

2006-08-24T11:17:00.000+08:00

(edited post)
This picture on top is another picture that was taken by HALIK as well .
i so envy his pictures a lot ! hahaha .
okay , ive not been updating. and ive been saying this for the last few posts.
havent been regular lately for schoool .
i was so late last thursday and ystd that i dint go to sch .
went to find amy .

Last friday wasnt feeling well .. so yeap, dint go as well . & uhm ?
my parents had a big quarrel .
thanks to mainly Ms Hannani & sihui's advice that helped me not breakdown .

uhm .. and also , went home after recess today with jiajun .
yup . ive got MC for tmr[:

so uncomfortable lah .
btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRISCILLA!

although you might not see this.

but i rmb your birthday like weeks ago .

i tried to find smth that is suitable for you , as i said, the person

doesnt do remakes for the necklace. so yeah , so sorrry .

honestly, i miss those days! hah .

REPLIES FOR TAGGIE((:

Sihui, about the fireworks day , we've explained our story . so we'll just not cont to quarrel online lah .hah! and i told you, you would get lazy of blogging. :P

Hueibao, Yeah . hah .. sorry i took so long. & btw, ive linked you but now your link seems to be disabled? you deleted your blog or smth?

Vict.(: , hah! when i crossed th road, i just had no idea why i smiled to you at all lah . it was rather awkward actually. but hey , nice to see you too! lala

Hany,Im not sure if you've been back here. my E-mail is babygal_bel@hotmail.com ! im not sure about yours so i dont even know how i can get the password from you lah. hah .!!!

babY, Its okay! i wasnt that successful as well . i mean , for my side.

CHARMAINE PHOON , haha .. gr8! do you blog as well? if yes, do leave me your link yah. and i'll link you up! lalala

Audrey, Hey there babe. yes, ive relinked you!

Kelroy, yeah ,its okay . they're talking now.

Cassandra, Yes, ive added you? but no idea why i cant find your name now. hah .. you can add me at babygal_bel@hotmail.com alright. e-mail me if you want. & btw, i cant enter your blog!!!

Yiqin,Alright, will link you up! [:

Jiexiang, Linked!

Jae, im trying im trying! haha . and who said you could stop blogging ?

Alan , thanks for the blessings! to you as well yeah .

Denise, hah! why is it soo nice? it turned out just a sleep yeah . and the whole show was like, showing a bad future. haha. probably bec i expected smth better.

Yiwen, Alright, i'll link you up sooon . yeah , okay ! goood. rmb to always find out what is the matter first before you start crying over it alright. Good luck to you! [: {:

2006-08-23T16:27:00.000+08:00

this picture up there on my layout was taken by HALIK[:
of my sch , Dunearn sec. lalala ..
Its darn beautiful right. but im just changing it for temp.
still looking for a new skin .
So CREDS has been edited.
Check out more of Halik's pictures at http://anoobez.deviantart.com/
oh.. and Halik is somesort Amy's Brother lah
ciao .
im not feeling well

2006-08-18T13:33:00.000+08:00

This is to my classmates !
Updating bout the day of our class outing!
Was suspose to meet th chinese guys & sihui at cck interchange.
But the guys met up themselves and headed for town .
Me,Amy& sihui just got into 190 when they said they were alrd at fareast.
We cant possibly be any faster, so they just wait for us .

We reached and went to get tickets.
Watched "Click" , i'll rate it propably 4/10 .
cus it was okay only lah .just quite sad in the ending .
Thn we went outside cine to wait for tarmimi, darwis, fahmi and idris.
they reached and not long after, a few got caught for smoking .
got fined 30 SGD ...
thn th guys say they want to wait for luqman and zul .
so everyone was sitting around talking .
Amy felt bored so i accompined him to look for his brother who was working that after noon at meastro smth or some restaurant at cineleisure level 2 .
Thn sihui called and say the guys want to go off alrd.

So we both went down and all startedd walking. no body was saying where we are going. all just kept walking, and since Sihui have th classmates to talk to while no body talked to Amy,
so i just talked to him all the way .
reach Plaza Sing , they warent sure where or how they want to go to esplanade.
they stopped to topup their ex-link card and all thn finally decided to walk .so okay , we just kept walking, th chi guys did talk to him a lil .

just a few roads before Penisular (sorry for wrong spelling) , Darwis & mimi stopped, i turn and wanted to walk over, but sihui said, just walk , they'll catch up with us .
so okay , we walked ...
upon reaching the traffic light, i turned and saw only jiexiang and yuyang.
Was so damn fed-up .
the rest were all out of sight .

So we sat at a corner for a while and decided , we go our separate ways .
cus amy felt very extra very left out . and im sure we were all hungry .
So i called mimi and told him we are going off, yuyang andjiexiang went back to find the rest.
we walked to marina square & got lost.
Every where was packed.
nomatter how expensive the food's selling , we were so hungry that we dont mind, but there wasnt ny place without a long queue .
Wanted to go back to town but was afraid of the traffic.
It was around 6 plus 7 at that time.
so alright, we walked to giant thinking we could get small snacks or some ready food .
but there warent any.
walked back to the esplande, walked around 2nd floor .
WAS so tired that i wish i could just sit on the floor, but i was wearing skirt,
Library came to my mind.
so we went up and saw a CAFE!
OMG! that cafe safed our day .
the food isant expensive nor the place was crowded .
so we sat and got ourselves nice dinner .
Talked a lot thn around 8.30 , when the cafe was closing, we sat near the glass of the library and read newspaper.
yep yep .
fireworks started at 9 .
and the librARY closing at 9 . around 8.45?
we went down , running with the crowd ,
thn waited for the fireworks.
got blocked by trees .
tip-toed and jumped to see it clearly, overall , it was okay .
i was expecting it to be really loud and nice.
but it wasnt.

after so , we both followed th crowd cross over to the othe side of the road.
waited by the stairs.
we talkd and talkd.
tried to call the others but there wasnt any reception .
thn got thru mimi and teckhui . told them we will wait for them there...
after very long, i called mimi ,they said they were at the top.
i told them i will wait for the crowd to be better thn Amy will go home alone and i'll find the rest.
thn mimi and the class went to look for food .
they dint call me back or what .
when i called mimi, he said they were in the bus alrd.

again ,i was fed-up .
so i just taught, i'll accompany AMY to go back .
cus the class left without me.
So me and Amy went to cine and caught a movie.
"My super ex gf"
For this show, i'll rate 2/10 ?
So fake pls .. she could throw a shark at a man .
anyways, after the show, was about 1plus, we got a cab home and reached home about 2 plus .

So ,sihui, i dint want to pangseh you guys.
And mimi msged me saying it was a classouting .
so i thought , be it with or without me , it'll still be a class outing .
You dont know how much i had in mind to meet up with you guys .

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Alright, my dad and mum are quarreling bec of my new hse. ;(